FLA 40

"Very true honey, daddy does have a problem with being denied, he doesn't like it very much." Dot laughed.

"Name one person that does like it." Jon challenged.

"Priests, monks." Dot laughed.

"Smart ass." Jon replied under his breath then laughed.

"Love you Jonny." Dot laughed as she got up and walked into the house swinging her ass just a little bit more than necessary.

If there was one thing she knew how to do it was torture him when she did small things like that. "You aren't playin' fair Dot." Jon yelled as she walked through the door.
Dot just laughed, knowing how easy he was to tease.

"I'll be right back." Jon told all the kids just before he walked back into the house.
Dot was bending over putting the lettuce and tomatoes in fridge when Jon walked in.
He just leaned up against the counter quitely enjoying the view in front of him, although it was probably a huge mistake on his part because he wasn't exactly a guy that took a lot to turn him on.

Dot stood up and turned to smile at Jon. "Need anything honey?"

"No I'm perfectly fine."

"Ok, so how do you think you and Steph are going to get back to normal?" She asked putting some of the glasses in the dishwasher.

"I have no idea aside from me being honest with her. I want her to be comfortable talking to me about anything."

"Honestly baby I don't think she'll give you another chance if she catches you in another lie." Dot warned him.

"Believe me I know. But how can I get her trust back?"

"Same way you'd have to do it with me, learn from your mistakes. That little girl is much more a woman than we'd like to admit."

"I should be good at that by now. I'm always fuckin' up something."

"Well Jon pretty soon you'll have this daddy thing figured out. You got the husband thing under control after 19 yrs."

"Yeah and it took me 19 yrs." he laughed. "I don't have that kind of time with Steph."

"Well you've learned your lesson once it shouldn't be as hard it was with us."

"You would think that wouldn't you? But our daughter is a tough young lady that doesn't forgive all that easy."

"Yes this I know Jon. Trust me this isn't the first time I've seen your anger from her."

"She's gotten mad at you too?"

"Oh yeah." She smiled handing him a beer.

"Over what?" He asked curiously.

"When she was 10 and I told her she had to wear shoes to school."

"Hell that's nothing."

"Trust me she shot daggers at me just like she did you."

He took a drink of the beer she had handed him then sat in on the counter. "I really shouldn't worry about her this much should I?"

"You mean her and Chris or her in general?" Dot clarified

"Just Steph in general I guess - I mean she can take care of herself right?"

"Yes Jon she can take care of herself to an extent. She's only 15 but you can't treat her like she's 4 she'll hate you for that."

"I know that but in my eyes she's still that little girl that would run though the house when you tried to brush her hair." He smiled thinking back to the days when she was younger.

"But honey when you weren't home, she grew up. She's trying so hard to be the woman she wants to be and she needs you to help her get there."

"I know, it's just hard to. I don't know how your dad made it through four daughters, the one is killing me."

"Because I think dad didn't see it that drastically, I feel for you Jon, when you left she didn't like boys."

"When I left she still played football with her brothers."

"Have you ever told her that?" Dot asked leaning on the counter talking to him.

"No." He turned toward his wife taking another drink. "Do you think I should?"

"Yes, I think it might help her understand why you're so overprotective.”

"I might have to resort to that one if I cant get her to understand any other way”

"Jon why are you doubting my advice?" Dot asked a little pissed that he didn't believe what she recommended would help. Its not like she hadn't been here for Steph's entire life. Everyday.

"I'm not baby I was just going to try to talk to her again tonight."

"Ok. Let me know how that works out for you." Dot said walking out of the kitchen and out to the yard with the kids.

Right after Dot walked outside the phone rang.

Jon just shook his head as he picked up the phone that was on the counter. "Hello?" Jon answered a little frustrated.

"Hey bro, what's up?" Richie laughed hearing the aggrivation in Jon's voice.

"What the hell is so funny?"

"Ava has a red clown nose on and a top hat and she's trying to make Hannah smile, damn I love that girl."

"Yeah cute kid, be sure to keep her that way."

"OH Oh which one is driving you nuts?"

"Both of 'em." Jon finally laughed.

"The little Mrs too?"

"I've got Steph complaining that I'm not honest with her and Dot gave me advice which I didn't take instantly so now she's pissed."

"Well Jon I'll chime in on the Dot one, she's probably offended, after all she has been the parent of said daughter since day one at home, maybe she's like hey I've been here trust me on this."

"I understand that but she just took what I said the wrong way."

"Well buddy you should know how that goes, after all you're in trouble quite a bit."

"I'm thinkin' of making Copper a little condo outside so at least I'll be comfortable when I'm in the dog house." Jon joked.

"Hell I'd get more use out of it than he did."

"Whats got you pissy? There's something under this?"

"Nothin' I'm fine."

"Yeah tell that bullshit to someone that doesn't know you."

"Am I that damn easy to read?"

"Well when you've been my brother for 30 yrs yes."

"Alright fine." he sighed sitting down at the counter. "I have to get knee surgery again."

"Oh fuck." Richie said then moved out onto the deck. "So which knee this time?"

"The right one this time." He started rubbing he knee feeling the pain set in.

"well maybe if you have them both done you'll finally stop aching after every show.”

"Maybe." From where he was sitting he was watching Dot and the kids outside.

"So now you're ignoring me, you know if I want that I'll talk to Hannah."

"What do you mean?"

"Oh she's avoiding me. I told her something she didn't like and now I'm also in the doghouse.
We've got a good view from here." Richie laughed.

"Maybe we should just chip in a build a custom made one." Jon laughed

"I'm with ya there bud. Ok go talk to your teenager, I'm going to enjoy mine while she still likes me." Richie laughed.

Jon laughed at his comment. "Yeah you better hurry and do that because apparently they grow up."

"Well that sucks, no one told me that when I made her."

"Yeah no kidding! I missed that memo to man."

"See ya bro."

"See ya Rich." Jon hung up the phone and placed it on the charger before going back outside.

"Stephanie Rose Bongiovi, don't you dare ever say that again." Dot warned her daughter.

What the hell? Jon wasn't sure what had just happened but he was sure it wasn't good because they never argued.

"Fine mom, I won't but I'm feeling very censored here. Dad would never do that to me. Right Dad?" Steph asked him.

"Do what?" Jon asked curiously.

"Censor me, I have a the right the freedom of speech right?" She asked.

"Possibly." He glanced over toward his wife who was upset. "What did she say Dot?"

"That the Giants suck." Dot told him before busting into laughter.

"Oh I'm with your mom on this one." Jon smiled. "That is almost as bad as that F word."

Steph laughed and leaned into Chris. "Protect me?"

Chris held up his hands in the air and laughed. "I'm a Giants fan Steph."

"I'm starting to like you more and more Chris." Jon smiled over toward him.

"You're also a boyfriend that's not gonna get anymore kisses if you don't protect me from him." She pointed to Jon.

"Oh I'll protect you but I'm still with him on the football thing." He smiled pulling her back into him.
"OH I like the Giants too but he's so fun to rile."

"But I wanna stay on his good side." Chris reminded her.

"According to his fans that's his backside."

"I disagree." Chris smirked.

"Okay kid you just went down a knotch." Jon laughed standing behind his wife and wrapping his arms around her.

Dot laughed, "would you rather he looked at your butt?"

"Not really but who's to argue with all the smart women in the world."

"Alright you two, you only have an hour before Chris needs to go home, go take a walk or something." Dot told them.

"Yeah you kids leave so I can try to get your mom to break this no kissing rule." Jon smiled still holding onto her.

"Uhhh don't want to see that." Jesse, Jake and Romeo all run in the house and Steph and Chris run off in another direction.

"Damn that scattered them." Jon laughed.

"Good thing too, don't want to encourage the boys" Dot smiled.

"So how long are you gonna hold out on me?"

"Hold out?" Dot asked innocently.

"Don't play Mrs. Innocent with me." He breathed heavily on her neck wondering exactly how much she could take.

"Jonny I haven't been innocent since I was 16." She smiled and tried to walk away.

"I know." he laughed pulling her back into him.

"Excuse me sir, what are you doing?" She laughed.

"I don't know what you mean." he whispered letting his lips gently move over her neck but not enough to actually places small kisses.

"Do you like this Jonny?" She whispered.

"Very much." he smiled.

"Good, me too." Dot smiled as Romeo came out in his Pj's. "It bedtime need story."

****
"Come here, they left the room." Steph held her hand out to Chris.

He took her hand then started walking with her."Where are we going?"

"Over by the pool, I like looking at the waterfall." Steph smiled.

"You look at that while I look at something even more beautiful." He smiled back hoping she caught what he meant.

Steph got him out to the pool and then sat down. When he didn't automatically wrap his arms around her she got concerned. "Chris can I ask you something?"

"You can ask me anything."

"Is your family affectionate?" She asked.

"If you mean are my parents like yours then no."

"Did you get hugs as a kid?"

"I'm still a kid." he laughed. "And yeah I do occasionally."

"I guess that explains things then."

"What do you mean?" He wasn't exactly sure what had bought on the questions.

"well I look at my parents an how much they touch each other and I was wondering why we don't touch that much. Like normally if I want a hug I have to initiate it. I want to be more physical when its not sexual if that makes sense."

"So you want me to hug you all the time? I don't want to seem pushy or anything."

"It wouldn't be pushy honey, I like your arms around me. I'm yours after all right?"

"Yeah I guess so." He moved over closer then put his arm around her letting it rest on her hip.

"You just guess so?" Steph busted him.

"You are." he smiled.

"Thats better." She smiled and leaned into him.

"Is it nice to have money?" Chris asked as he looked around at the estate. "I mean you can pretty much have anything you want right?"

"My parents can. I have to ask for it or earn it."

"You are you dad's baby so I know you don't have to ask more than once." Chris joked.

"You'd be surprised. I didn't even get a cell phone until last year."

"Really?"

"really. All this" She moved her hand around pointing to the estate. "Belongs to my parents."

"Well yeah I kind of figured that much."

"Right but my point is that I don't own any of it so I don't actually have any money. Its nice though knowing I have a nice place to live and that my parents can afford to pay for some special things for us."

"Thats what I meant though, like if your computer messes up your dad buys you another one. Or if your cell phone gets all screwy then he'll probably get you one of those to."

"If I earn it he will. Its odd really, I haven't thought about it much. Has your family always had it so rough?"

"As long as I can remember moneys been kind of tight. I mean we never went without food or anything and we've always had a roof over our head but its never been easy for my mom and dad." The smile on his face slowly faded when he thought back a few years ago. "They used to fight alot over the money problems."

"and they'd let you hear that?" Steph asked completely shocked as her parents have never let her hear any of their disagreements.

"I couldn't help but hear them." he told her honestly. "They tried to keep their voices down but it never lasted that long."

"I'm sorry. I'm really happy my parents are so anal about that. Mom and Dad have fought I'm sure but I"ve never heard it."

"You're lucky."

"So what else dont' I know about you."

"That I'm in love?" He smiled.

"With who?" She smirked.

He leaned into her for a small kiss. "The Giants."

"OH you are so fired." Steph reached over to kiss him.

"Why?" he asked playfully.

"OH that's it, now you have to be scared." Steph got up and ran inside. "DADDY!" She hollared playfully with Chris trying to catch her.

Out of breath he finally caught up with her. "Steph let's not get him involved."

Jon heard his daughter scream so he got up off the couch and went into the kitchen to see Stephanie and Chris standing there. "What's wrong?"

"Yell at him, he's a brat."

"What did he do?" Jon looked at both of them wanting an answer.

"he told me he was in love and when I asked him with who and guess who he said?" Steph asked exasperated.

"Who?" Jon's face was stern as he looked at Chris. This is exactly why he didn't want her to date anybody because she would only get hurt.

"The Giants."

"Oh." His smile grew larger then he patted Chris on the shoulder. "Good boy."

"See your dad understands." Chris joked.

"UGh boys, just for that you don't get a good night kiss."

"Good girl." Jon laughed then walked back out of the room.

Steph stuck her tongue out at Chris.

"What did I do?" he laughed.

"you didn't get the right answer to who you love, brat!"

"I love you Stephanie." he replied shyly unsure of how she would react.

"I love you Chris." She smiled and kissed him.

"Get a room!" Jesse told them as he walked over to the refrigerator.

"Go away." Steph smarted back.

"Gladly cause I don't wanna get sick watching you to."

Chris stepped back just a little and looked at Stephanie. "I think your brother needs a girl."

"I think my brother needs his butt kicked." Steph laughed.

"Just try it Steph." Jesse kept teasing her.

"Go away or I'm kissing him in front of you."

"Whatever." Jesse rolled his eyes then walked towards the door. "Dad Steph is making out in the kitchen!" He yelled as he went down the hallway.

"Ugh sometimes I just want to drop kick him into next week." Steph groaned.
Jon heard his son but figured he was just aggrevating his sister so he continued watching the Soprano's marathon. It was the season premiere so nothing would drag him away.

"You think a younger brother is bad, you should have an older one."

"No thank you 3 younger ones are bad enough."

"At least you can boss them around."

"Yeah but they really don't listen." Steph laughed and kissed him again.

"Hey guys its 10 minutes to curfew Chris you better get home." Dot came in and told the teens.

"Yes ma'am." Chris smiled taking her hand into his. "I'll call you tomorrow okay."

"Alright, night honey." She smiled and blew a kiss to him.

"Night babe." He leaned into kiss her on the cheek then smiled at Dot as he walked past her.

"Chris get back here." Dot called.

He stopped dead in his tracks thinking the worst. Why did I have to kiss her for? Reluctantly he turned back to face her mom. "Yes ma'am?"

"Tell her goodnight properly geesh you have to give her a reason to wear your jacket to school tomorrow." Dot laughed and walked out of the room.

Chris walked back over to his girlfriend then kissed her softly on the lips. "Goodnight."

"Goodnight sweetie." She smiled back happy her mom got involved, she liked kissing Chris.

After the kiss he held her hand as he walked backwards slowly then released it after a few Stephs. "I'll see you monday." He said softly nearly tripping over the stool behind him.

"Night silly."

The smile on his face was one of a very happy young man as he walked out the door and hopped on his bike to head home.

About 20 minutes later, Dot had changed tucked Steph in and changed into her bedclothes and then wandered down to the family room. She laughed seeing him tuned into the Sopranos. Even though he already knew the whole season he still felt the need to watch the show. "Hey Jon you wanna come to bed?"

He laid there on the couch completely ignoring everything around while he watched the show. It was rare he was even able to watch tv, especially a show he liked even though he had the dvd's already.

Dot really wanted to distract him but in the same vein wanted to give him his time. "Can I bribe you?"

"Just a second." he told her, his eyes still glued to the screen for the next few minutes until the credits started to role. "What did you say baby?"

"Can I bribe you to come to bed?" Dot stood in the doorway in just a tshirt of his.

"I dunno." he smiled holding the remote in his hand and pointing toward the tv. "There are 5 more episodes tonight."

"You can watch them in bed with me naked if you come to our room. Otherwise you can watch them here alone."

"When you put it that way...." He stood up and turned the tv off then walked over to her putting an arm around her waist as they walked up the steps. "I like our tv better anyway." he smirked.

"I was hoping you'd say that I don't like sleeping in our bed alone."

"I don't like that either." He turned his head almost ready to kiss her before he remembere that they had a bet going.

"Oh you almost lost." She laughed.

"Almost." he laughed openeing up their bedroom door motioning her in.

"Lock the door ok?" She smiled and walked into her bathroom to brush her teeth and hair letting Jon turn the tv back on.

"Why am I locking the door? Do you plan on losing this bet?" He laughed doing as she asked then crawled into bed wearing a pair of boxers since he was on top of the blankets.

Dot came out of the bathroom after getting ready for bed, she walked over to their bed and pulled her shirt up and off her body. "Nope I'm all good," she stood there for a second, naked in Jon's view. Then opened the covers and crawled under them.
He watched her out the corner of his eye then put one foot on the other as he watched tv. There was no way he was losing this little bet with her but if he looked at her it would be all over.

"Aren't you gonna hold me?" She asked wanting to go to sleep in his arms but still allow him to watch the tv.

"Umm yeah..." He sat up moving the covers down so he could get under them. I can't possibly get in trouble with this. After placing a pillow near her he finally got situated so that he could still see the tv and hold her at the same time.

Dot curled up against Jon's body, "I love you baby."

"If you loved me you would torture me." he replied jokingly.

"how am I torturing you baby, I'm just cuddling up to my husband, I'm allowing you to watch your show I just need cuddle time."

"If you didn't notice you're completely naked." He smiled moving his fingertips in a circular motion on her shoulder.

"Yeah and that's a problem?" Dot smirked. "you've seen me naked a few times before now."

"I didn't have a kissing restriction either."

"Who gave you a restriction? It was just a challenge Jonny."

"Same damn thing baby."

"only if you want to win it?" She teased.

"I will win it." he laughed.

"alright then I'll just tell you goodnight without your kiss, I love you Jon."

"Goodnight." he told her softly. This was the first time in a long time they hadn't kissed before they went to sleep and he wasn't so sure he was able to do it.
"I love you baby."

Dot smiled and rolled away from him grabbing her book, then back into his arms to read it while he watched tv.

A short while later, Jon could feel his eyes getting heavy so he decided to turn the tv off. "You still reading?"

"I don't have to be." She smiled and closed her book rolling over and putting it away before moving back into his arms.

"I didn't mean you had to put it up honey." He pulled her closer wanting to feel the warmth of her body against his.

"I'd rather be in your arms."

"Me to." he slid down into the bed so that he was completely on his back then moved the pillow under his head. "It's been a long time since we've done this."

"Done what slept together?" Dot asked not following him. Maybe she was more tired than she cared to admit.

"Just laying here talking." he turned his head toward her, running his fingers down her cheek.

"Oh yeah I love this time, it reminds me of when we first started. Do you still want to renew our vows?'

"I do." he smiled. "But we better have this kiss thing straightened out by then." he laughed. "I don't want to hear the priest say you may now hug your bride."

"OH Jesus Jon, you are so damn competitive." Dot then rolled over on top of him and planted the biggest, wettest, sloppiest kiss on his lips. "There you win."

"I knew you couldn't resist my charm." he grinned playfully holding her there.

She rolled her eyes and shook her head. "Stubborn Italian."

"What can ya do? It's in my blood."

"I let you get away with too much I know you're dad doesn't get away with this."

"I'm betting you're right"

"But he's not exactly whipped like I am so it kind of evens out I guess."

"You don't think he is?" She laughed, knowing Carole got anything she wanted from John Sr.

"Not this bad." he laughed.

"So can I make it a formal big wedding thing with flowers and everything?" Dot asked changing topics again. Luckily for her after nearly 30 yrs Jon followed these topic changes as well as football plays.

"Whatever you want baby." His hands were gliding over her back and her hips gently. "I want it to be perfect for you."

"Seriously Jon this time its our wedding not a rushed ceremony so we had the paper."

"Do you really want my help in planning it?"

"Yes I do, I want you to be just as involved in our wedding and you're being with our kids."

"It can't be that hard right? I mean you just need flowers and invitations."

"And you need a new tux, I need a dress, all the kids need new clothes. We need a place to get married, a reception, dinner." She began and then started breathing heavy at all the planning still needed.

"Baby calm down we still have about 10 months to get this planned."

"No we don't its almost October and our anniversary is in April in case you forgot. Thats only 7months."

"Okay so I was off a few months."

"I know with our name we can get anything we want but I want to do this the real way. I want to experience this." She told him. "I know that's silly but its what I want."

"Do you want to get a wedding planner to help or do you want us to do it?"

"No I want us to do it. I'll make a list tomorrow of everything."

"Don't worry about getting the church I can do that if you want, unless you just want us to go together." he smiled hoping thats what she wanted because even though he wouldn't admit it he was actually looking forward to helping her.

"As far as a reception goes why not have it here?"

"I want us to do everything together. Jon I'm starting to think there's a reason planning a wedding is such a pain in the ass."

"Why is that?"

"To make a young couple think, is this really what we want."

"You could be right but do you think thats what we would have thought the first time?"

"I don't think so we were pretty determined." She smiled thinking back to how they said I Do before asked.

"Yeah we were weren't we." He laughed softly when he remembered both of them practically running to the priest.

"This time I want to savor everything. How many guys are you having stand up for you or can we do that at a vow renewal?"

"I have no clue."

He closed his eyes briefly. "How in the hell do I pick a best man? I have Sambora or my brothers."

"Well I think I remember something I read that says we shouldn't have attendants. Now that I'm thinking, we just give the kids special roles in the ceremony, but there is no need to designate them as bridesmaids or groomsmen. But if you wanted a best man it'd be Sambora, the devil himself."

"Yeah because he would give one hell of a bachelor party." Jon said that just to see what her reaction was going to be because in all honesty he really didn't want one he just liked to aggrevate her.

"You can't have one of those. Hello - theres a ring on your finger remember?"

"I know." He smiled. "I just want you but you already no that."

"Brat," She reached over to tickle him.

"Stop it!" Jon laughed pushing her hands away from sides because he couldn't stand it when she did that to him.

"What's wrong baby?" Dot laughed.

"This is not acceptable behavior!"

"OH really baby?" She laughed again

"Yes really." He smiled trying to figure out how to escape from being underneath her.

"You want me to stop?" She smiled at him.

"Not really." Deep down he loved this time with her it wasn't something they got to do with each other all the time.

"How about if I just lay here." She stopped tickling him and just layed there on top of him.

His hand moved to the back of her neck bringing her lips to his. "Just lay here and do this." he muttered as he kissed her and let his left hand carress the side of her breast.

After the kiss ended Dot smiled and looked at Jon. "So you want more kisses?"

"As many as your willin' to give."

"Oh that can take a while." She smiled and kissed him again

"I've got all night baby." he replied softly while gently sucking on her bottom lip.

After about 20 minutes of kissing Dot smiled, "So baby do you want to write our own vows?"

"I can't write things like that." he joked.

"Really? No skills in the writing department?" She asked with a smile.

"None whatsover. A pen and paper is useless to me." he smiled playing with the
strands of her hair that was hanging down.

"Somehow I just can't believe you can't tell me you love me with words." She smiled again looking at him.

"Maybe with the right encouragement I could get out a couple of words."

"Really? How do I encourage a world renowned, hall of fame recording artist?"

"Use your own judgement." he grinned winking at her. "I'm sure you could think of a few things."

"Want me to scream and hollar for you and tell you I want you?"

He smiled when he felt her hardened nipples touching his bare chest. "Oh I can already tell you want me."

"Who told you?" She smirked.

"Your body."

"It lies." She laughed out loud, she couldn't even attempt to be serious.

"Okay I have to hear this one." he laughed.

"Hear what?" She was still laughing how could she possibly pretend to not want him, he was the other half of her soul.

"I wanna know how your body lies." he asked curiously. "Bodies don't lie the last time I checked. Thats like telling you I have a hard on just because."

"When you were 17 you had one just because, you told me that lots. So I'm going through my sexual peak now so I get turned on just because." She tried.

"Well mine was just because you walked in a room." He laughed.

"Nice try baby, I think you were just a hornball"

"Were?" His grin widened while looking at her devilishly.

"Ok you still are a hornball." She smirked and nibbled on his bottom lip.

"You know I take that as a compliment right."

"Yes I know you do." Dot rolled to her side and cuddled back up to him, she didn't want to squish him so she moved just a tad."

He stretched out lying on his side to face her. "You didn't have to move you know."

"I didn't want to squish you baby."

"I'm superman baby you cant hurt me."

He paused briefly. "Well you can't as long as you don't touch my knees or back." he joked.

"Yeah I think I'll lay over here and just make out with my man."

He shrugged his shoulders. "Works for me. I like attention."

"So what's your definition of making out versus necking hon?" She asked kissing him letting her hands run up his back.

"Making out is more intimate I think, I mean you kiss and touch. Necking is fun but there's no touching, at least not enough for me."

"So where does necking stop then and making out start?" She asked running her hand down to his ass and squeezing softly.

"I'm more of a hands on guy than an explainer." he smirked.

"Ok baby I'm trying to define these so I can explain them to Steph."

"Well hell that's a mood killer." he groaned rolling onto his back.

"How can the thought of our daughter be a mood killer, she's a product of us making love for hours at a time if I remember correctly?" Dot smiled.

"Not her just the thought of her doing that." He turned his head to side then smiled. "Those were a few good hours weren't they."

"Any time in your arms works for me." She smiled.

"I'm glad you feel that way."

"Dont' you?"

"Of course I do." He propped himself up on his elbow and pushed the covers down so that he could see her body better.

"Are you trying to make me freeze?" She asked as she felt her naked body cover itself in goosepimples.

"No why?" According to him it was pretty warm in the room.

"Cos its cold without covers." She smirked moving to rub up against his body.

"It's like 80 degrees in here baby how can you be cold?"

"Check out my nipples don't you think I'm cold?" She asked knowing he'd look at her nipples but for other reasons.

"Who are tryin' to kid?" He looked down with a huge smile. "They were like that when you were laying on me."

"Cover us up and I'll get closer to you." She smiled.

He reached down and pulled the covers over them up to their necks then pulled her toward him. "Better?"

"OH yeah." She wiggled her body up against his.

"You know what this room needs."

"What?" Dot asked him with a smile.

"A stripper pole." He smiled wondering if she would go for that but the thought of her doing a few moves was turning him on.

"Not this room, in our play room maybe." She kissed him and sucked on his bottom lip.

"I'll put that on my shopping list." he laughed sexily as she kissed him.

"you're such a playboy." She laughed.

"My sexy wife made me that way." he teased.

"Really? I did that?" She laughed.

'Yes you did." He pulled down the covers again just enough to expose her upper body.

"This body of yours makes me do crazy things."

"Jon" Dot curled her body inward from the shoulders in order to hide herself.

"What is it baby?" His hands moved over her arms softly. "Did I do something?"

"No you didn't do anything." She reached up to kiss him.

"Then whats wrong?"

"I'm just shy." She lied in hopes that Jon would just let it drop.

"Bullshit." He moved away just enough to be able to look into her eyes. "You haven't been shy since we were in high school."

"Well I am now."

"Why?" He didn't understand his wife's sudden behavior. "I've seen you naked a thousand times you know."

"Because, Jon can you just kiss me?" She really didn't want to have to admit to this in front of him.

"I will when you tell me what's going on." His voice was now full of concern, if there was one thing they could do it was be honest with each other.

Dot looked down and then back up to him, her eyes no longer able to hide her embarrasment. "I'm not toned anymore. I looked at Steph in her bikini and my body doesn't compare at all and its embarrassing."

"Baby I'm gonna be honest with you." He took in a deep breath before he spoke, she would either love him or hate him. "We are both getting older and I'm not saying this just to be nice but you honestly have a great body for a 46 year old. Do you know how many times I hear even the fans talk about how little you are and how much they would like to be as fit as you."

"Jon thanks for humoring me but I remember what it was like to have a flat, muscled stomach and no matter how much I work out I can't get there anymore. My body just won't look like Steph's anymore and I miss it, I miss knowing I'm in great shape."

"Dot think about it....you are comparing yourself to Steph who's 15, there's a little bit of an age difference there. Next time your out look around at the women your age and you will find out exactly how in shape you are."

"But I want what I had." She pouted a little, not quite hearing the fact of what Jon pointed out.

"Well I want back my two good knees and a back that didnt' ache after playing with the kids." He smiled hoping she was getting what he was saying. "I'm older and nothing is gonna change that."

"But your two bad knees and a bad back are still good to look at in bed when I'm about to make love to you. My flabby body can't be."

"Your beautiful and perfect in my eyes Dot you always will be."

"Thanks honey." She smiled softly, her eyes still not lighting up.
He saw that she still wasn't believing a word he said so he was going to try explainig it to her in another way. "Okay let's compare you and Steph."

"She's beautiful, young, vibrant."

"Yes she is but she got all of that from you to begin with. Look at it like this, she hasn't been through the same things that you have. For god's sake you've had four kids compared to her ZERO. Not to mention you work out a hell of alot more than what she does so you do have more muscle than her."

"I'm sorry Jon." Dot turned inside her self she could tell he was getting annoyed and she knew it bothered him when she didn't believe in herself. She covered her face with her hand to gather her emotions. Sometimes she was only a woman and little things like this bother her.

"There's nothing to be sorry for Dot."

"I know you hate it when I'm not strong."

"I hate it when you put yourself down like that."

"Is it ok to voice that feeling though. You're my best friend Jon who else can I tell these secrets too." Dot asked truly in turmoil on the issue.

He moved over closer wrapping his muscular arms around her in a loving embrace. "You can tell me anything you know that."

"How about I love you."

"Now those are word I like."

"I know you're easy that way." She smirked again starting to play with him.

"Again, you made me that way."

Dot smiled softly and melted into his arms, letting his love set her mind straight.

"Why don't you let me show you how much I still love your body?" He whispered moving her so that she was on her back.

"Anything to get sex huh hon." She smiled, "Ok show me."

"Who said anything about sex?" He smiled wickedly moving his head lips to her neck.

"OH baby." She moaned at the feel of his lips against her neck.

He let his tongue move over her neck as he kissed her. When he got to the spot that sent her over the edge he sucked gently, his hips started moving onto her leg.
This time Dot's body reacted for a whole different reason. Her arms immediately wrapped tighter around him and her breasts with more than erect nipples moved up against his chest.

Jon closed his eyes feeling a few different sensations moving through his body as his wife got closer to him. She felt so good against him, he didn't want to stop.

Dot pulled him tighter and then rolled a bit so he was on top of her. "I love this." She moaned.

"I love this." His lips moved from her neck to her breasts. "And this." Then placed small kisses down her stomach toward the one part of her that he wanted most.

"Especially this."

"OH fuck Jon!" Dot moaned as his lips and tongue teased.

"So good." he moaned taking in taste of her.

Dot moaned and inhaled deeply letting Jon love her in a way he only ever has. She remembered that for a moment but the thought was quickly pushed aside with the immense pleasure he was causing.

Knowing she was enjoying what he was doing, he started toying with her by slipping two fingers into her while continuing to tease her with his mouth.

She moaned and arched her back off the bed, "Are you trying to kill me? Oh God!"
"Killing you would be doing this." He started moving his fingers around inside of her while he sucked on her gently.

Dot moaned and arched her back off the bed. She knew better than to try to fight the immense pleasure, he'd hold her down to make her cum if he needed to, he was very determined to bring her pleasure when he went south.

"Almost." he moaned. To finish her off her off he put slight pressure on her clit while he continued his teasing.

"OH JON!!!" Dot screamed, louder than she had in months, leaving Jon to wonder if the kids heard her. She of course couldn't be bothered as cohesive thought was altogether absent.

"Thats more like it." he smirked. He loved knowing that he could still do that to her.

Dot's hands were trembling, her legs burned and she wanted Jon in her arms so all she could do was reach for him, she still couldn't talk her spine tingling reminded her of how amazing it was to be Jon's wife.

After pleasing her, he moved back on top where he was at when he started and let his head rest on her pillow. "I kind of like you screamin' my name like that." he snickered

"I know you do." She ran her hands over his back with a grin she raised her hand and spanked his ass once.

"You'd better not do that if you don't want little Jon overly excited." he laughed.

"I love it when you get excited, overly or not." She smiled again spanking his ass again. IN all their 30 yrs she still hasn't been able to understand his desire for spanking but damn he just blew her mind she'd do whatever he wanted. "What do you want baby? Anything."

"I just want to make you happy." He knew that she wouldn't believe him but that was truly what he wanted.

"I know baby, I love that about you. Want to play with me?" She smiled.

"It would be my pleasure baby."

Dot reached over and kissed him.

There wasn't anything he wanted to do more than be with her right now. He enjoyed the softness of her lips against but as usual wanted more of her.

"MY man, never satisfied with just kisses." Dot laughed.

"What?" he smiled letting his tongue part her lips wanting to taste her even more.

"horny husband alert." she smiled.

"I can always stop you know."

"I like my hormonal man."

"I know of at least four times you've like me like that." he smirked. God he wanted another baby with her so bad but he wasn't sure if that was his brain or his dick talking to him.

"Way more than that baby." She kissed him again.

As they kissed he reached down toward the boxers he had on and pushed them off his hips enough to allow him to slip completely with a few movements. Once they were off he knocked them off the bed with his foot the crawled over closer to his wife.

"What are you thinking Jon?" Dot smiled rubbing her hand down his back and over his hip.

"I'm think about how I want to make love to you the way we did when -" He paused briefly then leaned into her kiss her.

"OH I like this." She smiled, kissing him as deep as she could.

"Mmmm me to baby." They never separated from this kiss as he moved over top of her and rested his body on hers.

"I think you belong inside me." She moaned as her hands slipped up into his hair.

"I think you might be right." He shifted his leg so that his upper leg was touching the back of her leg as he penetrated her slowly.

"OH damn, you're so damn good." She moaned loving the feeling of him inside her.
His cock started to pulsate when he felt her walls tighten around him and they had just started their night together.

"Damn Jon - you're killing me I love your cock." She said and then laughed a little.

"Ok that sounds bad."

"Sounds good to me." he smiled.

"Damn Jonny" She moaned squeezing again running her hands up over his shoulders.

"I love you Dot." He whispered breathlessly moving into her deeper.

"Fuck me!" She moaned squeezing her body so tight around him.

"Damn it baby I love it when you do that." He growled hungrily running his fingers through her hair while his lips tortured hers.

Dot smiled and ran her tongue playfully over his teeth, she knew that drove him wild.
A smile grew across his face showing her how much he enjoyed what she was doing. This is the exact reason he ended up being the whipped man that he is. His wife will do virtually anything to keep him happy.

She pulled back and smiled then moved to his left side and licked the bottom of his earlobe, then pulled the soft skin into her mouth.

A soft groan escaped his lips from the immense pleasaure that simple act gave him.
Dot whispered deep from her throat softly in his ear, "I know what you love."

"Because we're soul mates." he whispered back.

"That we are baby."

He raised his head looking at her sincerely with his blue eyes dancing with love. "I thank god every night I have you in my life."

"You are my life Jon, you and our kids." Dot smiled and kissed his earlobe again and then licked at his neck before teasingly nibbling.

His eyes closed to enjoy her teasing. "You are to damn good at that." he smiled feeling completely content being with her.

"I've had practice." She smiled.

"I'm all for letting you practice too."

"I know you're like that, all about the willing to let me touch me."
"Yeah Im nice like that." he laughed. "Nothin' like your touch baby."

"OH love me baby, just love me all night." She moaned.

His hips started moving against her body bringing them closer together then shortly after she started doing the same.

Dot's hips moved up into his pelvis taking him deeper inside her.

"Daddy open da door!" Romeo pounded on the door screaming.

Jon pulled himself away from his wifes neck. "Tell me this isn't happening."

"It is." Dot moaned knowing the sound in Romeo's voice. "He's scared."

"Damn it." Jon cursed as he moved off of his wife and slipped on the boxers he had on earlier.

He walked over to the door to open it and his son immediately wrapped his arms around his leg just above the knee. "What's wrong little man?" He bent over and picked up his son.

Dot wiggled around under the blankets to put a tshirt back on before Jon came over with Romeo.

"Dare is a monster in my room." Romeo told him wrapping his arms around his neck.

When Jon saw that Dot had put a shirt on he went over to the bed and sat down.

"What do you say that me and you go scare this monster away?" Jon suggested.

"No he stay dare I stay wif you and mommy." He climbed out of his dad's arms and went to curl up beside his mom. Dot wrapped her arms around Romeo.
"Mommy I no go back."

"its ok baby, lay down cuddle up to mommy we'll be fine." Dot smiled and pulled Romeo down in front of her and turned her back to Jon. She then looked over her shoulder at him and winked, hoping he'd know that meant if he wanted to get back inside her she wouldn't reject him.

"No we won't" Romeo was on the verge of tears gripping onto his mom. "Jesse say dat cause I not eat my veggies da mean monster come to get me."

"Honey Jesse doesnt' know anything he's just a boy too. Mommy and Daddy know things, we're grown ups."

"I'm gonna have a talk with Jesse tomorrow." Jon reached over and rubbed his son's back to comfort him.

"He no listen." Jon just laughed knowing his youngest son was probably right.

Dot smiled and rubbed Romeo's back. "Its ok baby, mommy and daddy are here."
"Can I sleep wit you and daddy?"

Jon loved his kids more than anything and it broke his heart to tell them no. He glanced up at his wife to see what her reaction was.

"Romeo honey, we can make the monsters go away and get you back in your own bed so you can sleep better." Dot told him.

"No I okay here mommy" he smiled.

"But mommy and daddy have too small of a bed for all our kids."

"Duh mommy, I the only one here."

"But if we let you stay then we have to be fair and go get all the other kids and bring them into our bed too cos we can't treat one of our kids different than the others." Dot tried to explain.

"I no tell."

"But we have to, honey we have to be fair, its what parents do."

Romeo started to pout then moved over to his dad. "Mommy is mean she not let me stay."

"No she''s not mean buddy. We just have to be fair." Jon told him.

"Yes her is!" He folded his arms then moved down to bench at the end of the bed.
Jon looked back toward Dot and just shook his head.

"Come on buddy lets go make sure the monsters are all gone." Dot laughed.

"No!" Romeo screamed. "I go back but if I get eated by a monster you be sorry!" He ran out of the room and went back to his room.

"Come here." Dot pulled Jon down on top of her again.

"Shouldn't we go check on him?"

"Lets finish what we started then we will check on him, he'll be sleeping and we can wake him up to check on him." She smiled and kissed.

"You do realize he can come right back in here right." He reminded her about the door being open.

"Don't care, still horny" She laughed.

"It's the thrill of getting caught." he joked.

"Or just that you belong inside of me, now and forever."

"Or that." He smiled filling her once again like they had been just before they were interrupted.