FLA 10

"I'm good." He started walking slowly toward the door.

"Ok baby take the elevator up to our room I'll get you some water for your medication."

"Alright." Jon did as she asked and managed to hobble to their bedroom. "Why did this have to happen now?" he asked lying down on his back.

Dot walked in a few minutes later. "You still awake babe?"

He lifted his head slightly and sat up so that his back was resting against the headboard. "I'm wide awake Dot."

"Good I have some meds for you." She handed him the glass and the water then walked into the closet to change.

"These aren't going to make me sleepy are they? Because if they do I'm not taking them."

"They shouldn't make you sleepy its just an anti inflammatory and a pain killer."

He took her word for it and swallowed the medicines. "I hate medicine." he said rather loudly sitting the glass onto the night stand.

"I know you do, stop being a baby."

"Stop being a baby." he mouthed knowing he would get smacked if she had seen him do that.

"I know what you did." She called from the other room. "You best get naked and get on your stomach."

"How the hell do you know what I just did?"

"Because I've known you 30 yrs."

"Good reason." he laughed. "Can I take this brace off? It's bothering me."

"No you can't its going to help you heal. Are you on your stomach naked yet?" She called back. She couldn't believe she was as nervous as she is for wearing stuff for him.

"Do you know how fucking hard it is lying on your stomach with a damn hard on?"

"Put a pillow under your hips and stop complaining."

He grabbed a pillow placing it under him. "You just know everything don't you." he smiled softly.

"I'm the wife of course I do."

He rested his head on her pillow waiting for her to come into the room. "What are doing baby?"

"Just changing clothes." She said walking out into the bedroom wearing a deep purple baby doll with embroidered under wire cups with a matching g-string.

Jon was stunned when she walked into the bedroom, he had wondered how he ended up with one of the worlds most beautiful women. "I don't remember ever buying that for you, and I'm pretty sure I would remember that one."

"I bought this one. Do you like it?" She asked smoothing her hands over her upper thighs.

He looked her over from head to toe seeing all her very familiar curves. "Mmmm hmmm."

"Good. Now someone I know was a good boy at the hospital so he deserves a reward. Any idea who I'm talking about?" She asked walking over to the bed.

"I hope to god you mean mean." he teased.

"Yes I mean you." Dot moved to the bed and got on his left side so her right hand was free as she caressed his bare ass. "Now what should I do to you?"

"Whatever you want baby." he said seductively.

Dot decided to give him what he wanted, flat out spanking. So she raised her hand and lowered it without warning across that beautiful ass that people wanted to watch him shake.

"Shit Dot!" He turned around with a surprised look on his face. "Warn a guy before you do that." he smirked.

"Oh no you like it better this way." She smirked and then kissed him while spanking him again.

"I do huh?"

"OH yeah." She smiled spanking him a few more times knowing that he's gotta be pretty hard by now.

"Do you know what I like more though?"

"What baby?"

He rolled over onto his back revealing his hard swollen cock that was pulsating with desire. "Being inside of you." he said softly hoping that she would take the hint.

Dot quickly removed her panties and crawled over to straddle him and held his cock while she slid down it, taking it inside her body and squeezing gently to tease him.

A smile spread across his face when he felt her and his hands went to her hips gripping her slightly. "Baby....you drive me insane when you do that."

"Do what?" She smiled starting to move her hips to the rhythm of the song in her head.

"You know exactly what I mean." He grinned moving his hands up under the lingerie gently touching her sides with his fingertips.

"You feel so good" Dot smiled continued to move around to the song in her head. Enjoying the fact that she knows Jon is getting something he needs right now.

Jon managed to move himself so that he was sitting up straight giving him better access to toy with her. His hand remained under the lingerie but his lip moved to hers parting them with his tongue. He moaned once he felt the warmth of her mouth over his.

The sensation caused his hips to start moving in sync with hers.

As the chorus to the song popped into Dots head she continued kissing him but started grinding down on his body.

"Dot....ohhhh" he broke free from the kiss tilting his head back thrusting until he had finally released every ounce of his seed into her. "Fuck baby...." he groaned still shaking as he came down. "What brought that on?"

"I love you and want you happy." She smiled collapsing down on him.

"You certainly know how to make me happy" He eased himself back onto the bed bringing her head down to rest on his chest while he ran his fingers through her hair.

"Have you ever heard Julian Hough?" She asked the song still stuck in her head.

"No should I know her?" he asked a little confused.

"She's a new country artist. Her song was stuck in my head while we did that."

"I'm going to go by the whole damn cd then." he laughed.

"We already have it baby. Big Kenny sent it up 2 weeks ago."

"So he's sending you gifts now?"

"OH yeah he has the hots for me didn't you know?" She laughed cuddling closer to him

"So you would leave this hot Jersey boy for a Nashville boy?" he joked.

"And speaking of Jersey what time is there?"

"OH hell no. You're mine forever." Dot then looked over at the clock and smiled to Jon. "Its 2am at home sweetie."

"To late to call the kids then."

"You might catch Steph up breaking the rules but that's about it."

"As long as she's not breaking the boys in her room rule I don't care."

"What are you gonna do when she asks you the first question about sex?" Dot laughed.

"She's not having it." he said jokingly.

"I think your mother said the same thing about you at one time."

"Yeah well thats different."

"Oh really how so?" Dot laughed she couldn't wait to hear him try to get out of this one.

"Ummm I'm a guy so things are just different in that department."

"OK so thats all your going to tell your 4 kids about sex - its different for a guy."

"Yeah I mean boys don't have to worry as much as a girl does."

"Jon Bongiovi that's bull shit and you know it." Dot got pissed and moved away from him and turned to look at him.

"What?"

"That is not the message we are giving our kids."

"Look all I'm saying is that girls can get pregnant and there is no way for them to deny that. Boys on the other hand while they can knock up a girl it may not actually be theirs. Not that I want my boys to ever run if they think they did get a girl pregnant, I would hope I gave them enough values that they would do the right thing."

"its different is not something that will be said to our boys I want the message the same for all 4 kids."

"Okay then none of them are allowed to have sex."

"Nice try Jon."

"When it comes to grandkids they can adopt because I refuse to let my baby girl have a guy crawling all over her." he shuttered at the mere thought.

"What if she finds true love like us. Then you'll deny her the beauty of loving him like I love you."

"You make a good point but I'm still not okay with it."

"Such a man." Dot said and layed back down next to him.

Jon propped himself up on his elbow and started moving his gently over her stomach. "You know I finally realize what you dad was talking about."

"What do you mean?"

"The day I went over to your folks house and asked your dad for your hand in marriage we had a long talk about taking you away from him."

"Really you never told me this before."

"Must have slipped my mind." he smiled.

"What was said?"

"He just told me how special you were, I mean you were his baby daughter and I came in one day and took you away. Before he gave me the answer though he made me promise not to move you far away so that they could still visit you. And he also made me promise that no matter how many arguments we would have as a married couple not to give up because everyone disagrees occasionally."

"Awee, I love daddy." Dot smiled.

"He was a good man baby that's for sure. And he also told me that even though he never wanted you to leave the nest he could tell by the way you talked about me that I would be a good husband and provider for you." he smiled. "And coming from your dad that meant alot."

"He liked you." She smiled. "I love you so much."

Jon started laughing but not because of anything Dot did he just thought back to what her dad had said when he left.

"What's so funny?"

"When I started walking out the door that day, your dad stopped me. He told me that since I was breaking his heart by taking you away he hoped I had a daughter one day so I would know what kind of hell I put him through."

"Well he gotcha there baby." Dot smiled.

"I swear he sent us Steph." he laughed.

"Well then I thank him even more."

"And he's probably laughing his ass off at me right now to because I finally get it."

"Yep, it only took you 15 yrs but you get it."

"God Dot she's only 15 what happens when she hits 18?"

"She tells us she's going to do whatever she wants"

"Well take a good look at my hair now because it will be gone shortly." he laughed.

"NO I'm gonna make you use Rogain so you keep it." She laughed. "can I ask you for something?"

"Sure baby."

"Can we make out like we used to where you tease me till I can barely stand it and i want to fuck any part of you, your fingers your mouth your thigh, anything."

"I think we could do that." He moved over closer to her massaging her breasts while kissing her neck. "Like this?"

"OH yeah." Dot let herself melt into his kiss.

Jon moved his left leg so that it was draped over her right one allowing her to feel him growing for her again. His mouth lowered to her breasts that were partially exposed from the lingerie while his fingers moved down to massage her already swollen clit.

"I love when you tease me baby." She moaned as her hands roamed over his muscled chest.

Knowing that she had loved him pleasing her with his mouth he broke away briefly to lie across the bed with his right leg stretched out and the left one bent at the knee. "Can you move on your side honey with your back facing me?"

"Ok." She followed his instruction and layed on her side facing away from him.

With her right leg elevated resting on his neck Jon moved his head in between her legs parting her with his tongue and moving his fingertips over her thighs giving her the increased sensation.

"Oh Jon!" Dot moaned while putting her hand on to the top of his head guiding him.

Jon groaned moving his lips to her clit gently sucking as he guided two fingers into her. He loved knowing that he could still give her this much pleasure after all their years together.

Dot inhaled deeply, she loved everything about their sex lives. Jon was a more than willing lover when prompted and motivated.

"Taste so good." he mumble onto her skin as he continued teasing her.

"Jon I'm dying" Dot moaned pulling at his hair a little.

"We can't have that can we?" he replied softly placing small kisses on her inner thighs sucking gently when he did.

"OH GOD JON!" Dot raised her upper leg high in the air so she didn't squish him with her thighs.

With more access then before this gave Jon the perfect opportunity to use his fingers to separate her swollen lips so that his tongue could go deeper inside. As he did that he gently kissed the one part of her that was his and his alone.

"OH fuck JON!" She screamed.

Judging by her screams he knew that she was close and pulled away moving back up behind her kissing her on the shoulder. "Would you like more?" he teased by nibbling on her neck again.

"Yes! Jon fuck me please I need it."

He bent her knee slightly and slid into her from behind giving both of them an amazing sensation. "Dot..." he whispered.

"OH god mine." She moaned as she squeezed her pussy around him.

His hands rested on her hip guiding her into him at a normal pace. "I'm so glad your mine baby."

"I'm so glad I'm yours and your mine baby." Dot smiled and moved her upper leg up a bit to give Jon more access.

After a few moments his hands moved toward her breast that he caressed gently while placing soft kisses on her shoulder. They had been in this position before but for some reason this one was more intimate than the previous times.

"I love you so much Jonny" She reached back and ran her hand down from the small of his back to his leg brace.

When he felt her hand moving down him he couldn't help but smile. "You know this is pretty amazing Dot."

"Why do you say that baby?"

"Because after all these years of dating...being married....you can still rock my world in so many different ways"

"Jon you're the best." She squeezed. "Damn your huge this way."

He laughed softly at her comment. "You can credit yourself for that."

"OH I love feeling you so deep." She moaned.

Hearing her say that made him increase his speed just a little. "I feel at home babe." he pulled her closer now resting his head onto her shoulder as he enjoyed the feeling of her tightening around him.

"Its perfect, I feel so close to you right now baby."

"I know, it almost makes me not want to even get out the bed today." he smiled softly.

"Well we can stay here if you push harder into me." She moaned.

He gripped her hips tightly pulling her back into him since he wasn't able to fully move himself. "Like that?"

"OH GOD YES" She moaned arching her back into him even more.

"How about this?" He finally got into a position that allowed him to thrust into her as pulled her toward him.

"OH baby more."

He continued for the next few minutes but slowed down when he felt the tightness in his knee. But he wasn't about to stop completely until she came, she would never do that to him so he wasn't going to do that to her.

"Baby roll over I wanna try something." She moaned she could tell his leg was bothering him cos he shifted his weight just barely.

He didn't argue with her because his knee and back where in such awkward positions he almost wasn't able to concentrate anymore.

"Get on your back baby."

"Ok." he layed down resting his head on two pillows so that he could watch what she was doing.

Dot then got very brave and moved to straddle him facing away from him while moving his body back into hers.

He automatically bent his left leg to allow her get more leverage when she started to move. "That feels so good baby."

"Oh damn this is fun." She smirked.

Jon propped himself up a little more so that he could enjoy the view in front of him. Watching a part of him go inside his wife was almost enough to send him over the edge. His hands move from her mid back down to her ass which was fine with him because it was rare that he was ever in the position to see her like this. He took full advantage by grazing the back of his hand over her cheeks.

Dot flung her hair over her shoulder and looked back at him. "Like the view Johnny?"

"God yes baby." he moaned when her weight shifted.

"OH damn." Dot moaned as she kept thrusting down on him.

The more she moved the more his hands moved over her ass and her hips. "Fuck can you go faster baby?" he asked breathlessly.

"Uh HUh" She moaned as she started to move faster and faster on him.

Jon's hands moved down to the sheets gripping them as hard as he could "Dooottt...." His voice was shaky as was the rest of him, she was bring him close but he was trying his best to hold back until she came.

"OH DAMN" Dot moaned and moved her body down hard on Jon and her body exploded into orgasm, "FUCK ME!" She screamed never having felt something quite as intense, she had Jon so deep inside her.

Jon released at the exact time that Dot had making it one of the most pleasurable experience he had ever had with her. "Fuck....I think I just died." he fell back onto the bed with his chest still moving erratically from the orgasm.

Dot crawled off him and curled up into his chest. "Oh you are such a great lay." She smiled.

"You aren't so bad yourself baby." he smiled moving kissing her on the tip of her nose.

"I love you, lets get some sleep baby."


Jon glanced over at the clock and saw that its was only 9 pm then laughed. "Damn we must be getting old."

"Baby don't' make me quote your song." She laughed. "I just figure today's been a long one."

"I know but when is the last time we went to bed at 9?"

"The last time we wanted to just cuddle and talk and be just us." She smiled running her hand on his chest.

"I actually remember that night how bad is that? Guess that means we don't do it nearly enough."

"No we don't. So baby tell me a fantasy." She asked from the safety of his strong arms.

"You here in my arms is all I need Dot."

"Nice try tell me something else."

"I''m slowly running out of them." he laughed. "I mean over the past few weeks you made alot of them come true."

"Jon you are a creative person something tells me you can think of more."

"well there is one thing I've kind of wanted to see you do."

She kissed his chest and then looked up at him, "what is it?"

"You cooking in the nude and then serving a little more with it." he told her so softly she could probably barely hear him.

"Ok baby enlighten me what do you mean and don't' be shy I just might do it."

"I just always thought it would be really sexy to see you cooking wearing nothing but an apron, cause I don't want that gorgeous body to get burned."

"Ok and what do you want me to serve you?"

"I'm an Italian boy what do you think?" he smirked.

"You keep calling yourself a boy, you haven't been a boy for 3 decades. You said something about serving a little more - what do you mean by that?"

"I'm a boy at heart Dot. And as far as serving me a little more...." he wasn't quite sure how to tell her. They had been together for 30 years but he was still as nervous as hell when he talked to her about things like this.

"Yes." She asked again, she needed him to man it up in this area if she was ever going to get brave enough to voice her own desires.

"It involves you and a can of whipped cream."

"Really are we gonna put the whipped cream on something?"

He grinned devilishly stroking her shoulder with his fingertips "Yeah well I figured a whipped cream bikini would be a nice look on you."

"Do you really want this or are you just playing with me?"

"Isn't the whole idea to play with you?" he hoped she caught the double meaning of that.

"My husbands about to get a spanking again but not one with my hand this time."

"Really now? I thought you were tired?"

"I'm gonna go get the riding crop."

"What?"

"you're a bad sassy man."

"I don''t know what you mean by that."

"Really?" She asked lifting her head to look at him.

"No I just said that to throw you off." he laughed.

She smacked him on the hip because she couldn't quite reach his ass. "What do you really want you brat."

"I told you."

"You just told m you said that to throw me off."

"I was kidding Dot!"

"Which one are you kidding about now I'm confused." She said and pulled back from him a little, she felt so little all of a sudden like he wasn't taking her need to know more about him seriously.

"Dot I don't know what you want from okay. I told you what one of my fantasy's was, what else do you want me to tell you?"

"Nothing." She said and got up walking out onto the patio naked as the day she was born but needing to feel the open air.

Jon watched her walk outside and let out a sigh as he stared up toward the ceiling. "Will I ever understand women?"

Chapter 29

After a few minutes Jon got up out of bed putting on a pair of boxer shorts and grabbing his t shirt for Dot. He hobbled over toward the deck handing the shirt to her as she leaned onto the rail overlooking the ocean.

She took the shirt without saying a word to him and slipped it on.

"Baby I don't know what you want from me." he said with complete honesty.

"I don't want you to laugh at me when all I'm trying to do is get closer to you."

She answered with equal honesty.

"Laugh at you? What are you talking about?"

"Just now, every 5 minutes you'd tell me you were kidding and start laughing. All I wanna do Jon is get closer to the man I love I don't need or want you laughing or belittling that attempt."

"Honey I didn't mean to it's just hard for me to do this."

"Why is it so fucking hard for you to share yourself with me. You give anything to anyone across the world. I just want my husband to share his wants and needs with me."

"Why don't you believe me when I tell you that all I want is you? That's what I'm not understanding Dot, you know how crazy I am about you. I don't need some wild fantasy to enjoy being with you. I love you Dorothea."

"Because you're not just mine and you've went to others before because I wasn't giving you what you needed, now I'm willing to give it and you wont' tell me what it is." She started crying, "I can't win."

He walked over toward her not touching her because he wasn't exactly sure what she would do if he did but that first sentence really got to him. "What do you mean not yours?"

"You belong to the world Jon. Look at today we got in and out of the hospital because of who you are. I can't believe your only mine when I know you belong to the fans, the soul, the charities, the band - its endless."

"My heart belongs to you Dot and only you. The other things are just job related and I know I do spend a little to much time on them and I'm really trying to limit my time so I can spend it with you and the kids."

"Jon be real you don't do anything half ass-ed, they'll get as much time as they need so every thing's perfect."

"Yeah well right now I need to focus on getting my marriage perfect because it's more important than anything else."

"Jon our marriage isn't broken I am."

"You?" he looked at her with a bit of confusion. "Dot you are perfect in every sense of the word."

"Nice try honey I know I'm a nut case"


"No your not." He moved over closer to her and leaned his back up against the railing so that he could see her face. "It's your hormones baby every woman goes through it. I wish like hell you didn't have to because I hate seeing you degrade yourself."


"Jon I know its hard for you to still look at me with desire, I'm not as pretty as I once was. I'm getting older and gravity is starting to take its tole. You have 20 yr olds begging you to touch them nightly. Why are you still with me the sex can't be that amazing."

He was completely stunned by her words which delayed his reaction for a brief second. "Dot you are as a pretty as the first day we met." he moved over tucking the strand of hair behind her ear running his finger down her tear stained cheek. "You are even prettier actually." he said softly placing a finger under chin making her look into his eyes. "And baby as far as the sex goes its better than it's ever been."

"Ok." She said softly and began walking into the bedroom.

"Dot wait."

She turned and looked at the man that meant the world to her and asked, "Yeah."

"That ok didn't sound like you really believed me. Why don't you come over here and sit down with me for a while." he asked pointing to the small wicker love seat in the corner.

"Ok." She said softly and walked over to him. She was so tired, tired of getting slammed in the papers, tired of getting pushed aside when people wanted her man, tired of always being an afterthought. She was just tired. As she sat down on the wicker seat she didn't even try to cuddle up to him.

"Will you talk to me Dot?" he asked softly putting his arm around letting her decided on if she wanted to cuddle with him.

"Talk about what?"

"I don't know what to tell you and it's killing me seeing you like this. I hate not being able to fix what is wrong."

"Jon I'm just tired. Tired of getting slammed in the papers, tired of getting pushed aside when people want my man, tired of always being an afterthought, I normally can take it and its not an issue right now, today its an issue, I'll get over it."

"You are never after thought you know that. Even my fans know how crazy I am about you. And as far as getting slammed in the papers when did that happen?" he asked truly not knowing because she had never mentioned anything and he tried to avoid reading papers that involved him.

"Baby its happened more times that I can count. You fans may know you love be but they don't respect our marriage you can't even deny that."

"For the most part they respect us though but you do have that select few that cross the line." he admitted. "I don't ever want you to think that you can't talk to me about these things though. If something is bothering you it bothers me."

"No I can't its not fair to you I chose this life."

"Yes it is baby. We are a team and if something isn't right we have to fix it."

"But I knew what I was getting into when I accepted your proposal its not fair to bitch about it 20 yrs after the fact."

"Honey I want you happy.....that's all I've ever wanted for us is to be happy...together."

"Then don't' laugh at me when I ask you something. Baby I'm trying to grow and learn to be everything you'll ever want and when you laugh it pushes me back into my little safe box."

"I didn't realize I hurt you that bad babe. I'm sorry."

"Do you have any idea how overwhelming your persona is sometimes Jon?"

"To you?"

"Yes even to me sometimes."

"Honey I'm Jon Bongiovi from Sayreville that's all."

"I know that 99% of the time its just...when I'm feeling like this it gets to me."

"But you've known me forever. Hell we pretty much grew up together if you think about it."

"I know its not logical but its real."

"Just forget the fact of what I do for a living because when you get down to it I''m just John, the man you married that helped you bring 4 beautiful kids into the world."\

"Thats not the problem Jon."

"Are you afraid of me leaving or something?"

"No not really, I'm scared of you being unhappy with me."

"I've never been unhappy with you, so why do you think I would start now?

"my limitations have got to wear on you after a while."

"Limitations? You mean sex wise?"

"Yes why do you think I'm trying to find the new stuff for us to do."

"If I was unhappy with you I wouldn't' keep coming back and bugging the shit out of you when I'm home for a few days." he smiled.

"Is that how I know you're happy when you bug the hell out of me?"

"I like to think so." he laughed softly.

"Why don't you dance with me?" She asked out of the blue.

"Dance?" he looked down at his leg then back up toward her. "I will hobble with you but I'm not sure about the dancing thing."

"I'm talking about when you aren't broken silly."

"Sure if you want. But you know I have two left feet."

"Onstage you don't - you dance pretty well."

He arched a brow "Who have you been watching?"

"My sexy husband, you can truly shake that ass when you want to."

He shrugged his shoulders. "It's my job. But for you I will give a private dance."

"Lets let your leg heal first ok rock star." She laughed and kissed him.

"Probably a good idea."

Dot reached out for his hand, "Lets go to bed."

"So are we okay then?" he asked as she helped him stand.

"As long as you don't' laugh at me for being curious yep we are."

"Yeah sorry about that." he smiled as they walked into the bedroom "But in all seriousness what I told you earlier....I meant that."

"The cooking thing?"

"mmm hmm. I mean if you still want to."

"Well not tonight but maybe someday."

"Okay" he turned off the lights and crawled into bed behind her with his arm around her waist.

"How's your leg?"

"Not to bad right now actually."

"Good, I love you,goodnight."

"Night." he curled up behind her as close as he could. "Hey Dot."

"Yeah baby." She answered.

"I want spaghetti for my special meal and none of that cheap sauce out of a jar. I want the homemade stuff you make."

"That's nice Johnny." She mumbled driving deeper into sleep.

"Love you baby." he replied as a yawn took over and his eyes closed finding the comfort that he needed.


Chapter 30

Dot smiled at Jon, its been a few days since he got the leg brace on and if he's telling her the truth then his knee is feeling better. "Can I interest you in some time by the pool, you can take your brace off and bake in the sun?" She tempted walking into the room with her skimpiest bikini.

"As long as I get to look at you in that I'm up for it!" He sat down on the bed taking the brace off and stood up limping just a little.

Dot smiled adn walked down to the pool with Jon, carrying a trey with lemonade and a cell phone on it. Once they sit down Dot hands Jon the phone. "Ok the kids are up by now I know you're dying to check in on them.""No I'm not." he quickly picked up the phone hitting speed dial.


The phone rang about five times before Jake picked. "Hi Daddy!"

"Hey Jakey! Are you guys still having fun?" Jon asked while putting him on speaker phone.

"Yeah but Jesse won't share the playstation with me."

"He won't?"

"No! Is mommy there?"

"She's right here buddy."

"Hi Jake, is Jesse there? Do you need me to talk to him." Dot smiled laying on the lounge chair next to Jon.

"Yes he told me I was a baby and couldn't play."

"We'll talk to him and make him behave. What have you been doing?" Dot asked her son that she knew was the biggest daddy's boy on the planet.

"Watching tv and bugging Stephy. When is daddy coming back?"

"He's here too buddy." Dot looked over to Jon like damn can you say daddy's boy - but she didn't vocalize it.

"No when is daddy coming back home!"

"Maybe about the same time mommy does is that ok?" She asked rather annoyed that she takes care of him 95% of the time and she's lower than the dog in this kids eyes.

"Okay. Are you going to bring me a present mommy?"

"Jakey we will bring all of you back something okay buddy." Jon laughed.

"Okay. Bye mommy.....bye daddy, I love you, here's Jesse."

Jon smiled at Dot. "That kid can talk you to death."

"No only you I'm not that important." She laughed.

He reached over and took her hand as they waited on their eldest son to get to the phone.

"Yeah whats up?" Jesse answered the phone. "Well whats up to you too" Dot laughed.

"Sorry mom Jake didn't tell me who was on the phone he just threw it at me."

"Hey Jess."

"OH hey dad, so are you two ever coming home or did you run away?" He asked.

"I don't know Jesse it's awfully nice and quiet here we may not come back." he laughed.

"Who's gonna teach me about girls then - Jake and Romeo can't."

"OH Jesse didn't I tell you, you're never growing up." Dot teased him.

"I don't know Jakey is quite the ladies man Jess." Jon joked.

"Dad seriously hes a rugrat."

"And women find short guys sexy."

"And you'd know your 5'9" dad be real get your butts home I cant stand it much longer."

"Jesse James you better not be being mean to your bothers or sister." Dot warned in that mom tone.

"Mom would I do that?" Jesse smiled into the phone.

"Yes you would you are your fathers son." Dot laughed.

"Hey! Jess....Jake did tell us that you woudn't let him play a video game."

"Rugrat."

"Jessee James, if you don't let him play as soon as I get home I will take the playstation and give to some other kids."

"And then you'll buy me a new one when I bug you enough dad." Jesse knows his father well.

"Oh no I won't"

"Sure dad I love you two, here's Romeo." Jesse then hands the phone to Romeo and Dot can hear him say mommy, daddy.

"Hi is this my mommy?"

"Mommy and Daddy are both here little man." Jon smiled into the phone hearing his youngest sons voice.

"Hi daddy...I want mommy."

He smiled at Dot shaking his head and mouthed the words "mama's boy".

"hey baby how's my little Romeo?"

"Good"

"Just good, come on tell mommy everything you've been doing?" Dot tried to get him to talk more.

"Nuffin.....when you are comin' home?"

"We'll be home soon honey."

"I misses you and daddy"

"OH daddy too?" Dot laughed.

"Yeah." he let out a little laugh. "Him carries me on his back."

"Well baby we'll be home soon to see you all. Is Stephie home?" Dot asked.

"Uh huh her has a friend though."

Jon looked at Dot unsure of what kind of friend he was talking about but of course his daddy's intuition was telling him it was of the opposite sex.

"Is it Michelle?" Dot offered.

"No" he shook his head. "I don't tink hims name is Michelle."

"Romeo can you go tell Stephie that mommy and daddy are on the phone and want to talk to her?" Dot asked holding Jon's hand hoping he doesn't go nuts.

"Uh huh....bye." Romeo had the phone in his hands and knocked on the door. "Stephy mommy wants yous."

"I swear if she has a boy there we are going home right now!"

Steph opened the door. "Thanks Romeo. HI mom." Steph says into the phone.

"Hey Steph how are you?" Dot says noticing she doesn't sound upset, ashamed, out of breath nothing.

"OH I'm good, how are you and dad?"

"Hey Steph. Staying out of trouble I hope?" Jon asked.

"Hi daddy, I don't know how to stay out of trouble, I'm your daughter though so I just smile and all is forgiven." She smirked moving to sit on her bed next to Coltin.

Jon began clenching his jaws just listening to her. She had that teenager attitude that he wasn't quite ready to deal with.

"So what have you two been up to? Anything you can actually tell your kid about?" She laughed knowing they were going away from some alone time but thankfully mom told her a few years ago that the chance for more kids was now done, she didn't really want anymore brothers, 3 were enough.

"Other than the fact your mom hurt me knee not a whole lot going on." he smirked.

"Oh mom hurt it huh? How'd she do that?" Steph asked and Dot couldn't resist. "Yeah honey how'd I do that again?"

"That would be one of those things you don't tell your kids about." he laughed.

"Dad you perv." Steph said shocked. "So when are you two coming home anyway the rugrats are getting restless."

"I only tell the truth baby girl, like I hope you will."

"you know it pops." She smiled, she loved her daddy, if she could find someone half as great as him she'd be lucky.

"So if I ask you a question you will be completely honest with me?"

"Sure dad unless its something really gross that you shouldn't know." She laughed why was he sounding so serious.

"Romeo told us you had a friend over....who is it?" he asked hoping she would be upfront and not say it was one of her female friends.

"Its Colton. Uncle David's son. Wanna say hi?" She told him honestly not knowing there should be a reason to lie about it.

"Colton? Are you two going out and I don't know about it?"

"Dad! He's my cousin how gross."

"Well then why in the hell did you have your door shut?"

"Cos I have 3 brothers cos you wouldn't make me a sister and they are annoying. Why am I getting the 3rd degree dad?" Steph asked then decided to follow up. "Will you be honest with me about that?"

Dot looked over to Jon like she's your daughter.

"Because you are my only daughter Steph and I don't want you getting into trouble."

"How could I get into trouble with Colton -" She then stopped and made the ugliest face. "You mean sex?"

"Yes Steph." Jon ran his hands through his hair really not wanting to do this right now. "Things can happen quick."

"Well from what I've heard with 15yr old boys it'd be very quick" Steph cracked and Dot almost fell off her pool lounge.

"Stephanie!"

"What mom that's what friends told me."

"Stephanie Rose, what do your friends even know about that?" Jon asked his face now completely red.

"Dad 3 of my friends have sexual relationships, they give head and have sex." She told him she wasn't going to lie to him so he asked, she told.

"Do you even know what that means?"

"Dad do you really wanna have a birds and bees talk over the phone?

"I prefer never to have this talk with you." he told her honestly.

"Well if you never have the talk with me and tell me the honest truth then its on you if I don't know right from wrong isn't it?" She asked.

"Steph you are my baby and I don't want you to have sex end of story."

"Ok daddy you live in your fairy tale world and I'll continue to grow up." She told him. "Hey guys I have to go Coltin and I are going to jump each other now - bye." She then hung up on her parents leaving Dot and Jon both speachless.

"Dot we are going to be one less child when we get home."

"Baby she's you what do you want from her."

"I want her to be that cute little baby we brought home from the hospital. I didn't know what to do with her then and I sure as hell don't know what to do with her now."

"Then you held her, loved her and sang to her, now you hold her, love her and sing with her - oh and talk to her too."

"Yeah that last part I don't like." he laughed.

"Sorry honey its part of the kid thing." Dot smiled and kissed him then took her bikini top off. Before laying back down.

"This really doesn't bother you?" Jon asked not paying any attention to what she had just done.

"Baby I understand its coming. Remember I've been home with her to me its gradual changes, to you its gotta seem very drastic."

"You think? When I left she was playing with dolls, now she's playing with boys. And I don't like it."

"Baby you are so good at exaggeration." She smiled leaned over and kissed his arm softly then laid back down.

"What? It's the truth Dot." He walked over to the hot tub just a few feet away and began soaking.

Dot left him alone for a bit, he needed to come to grips with their little girl growing up, she couldn't do that for him.

About 20 minutes later Jon stood up grabbing a towel from the lounge chair beside the hot tub when he saw his wife lying there topless. "How did I miss that?" he asked walking over and sitting down into the chair beside her.

"Miss what baby?" She turned to look at him. "You better now?"

"Miss you taking your top off?"

"Um that was during your rant about Steph, but baby its time for me to flip over now dont' want to get burnt, will you put lotion on my back. I did my front already." She teased.

"Damn kid made me miss boobs now I"m really pissed." he mumbled grabbing the lotion bottle squirting a little on her back then massaging it into her.

"Poor Jonny." She smiled. "Im sure you'll get to see them a bit later too."

"I don't wanna."

"You don't wanna see my boobs, ok since when did you turn gay?"

"Smart ass." he smiled still putting the lotion on her. "What I meant is if we do that then we are going to miss the cruise for like the 5th night in a row."

"not my fault you get sidetracked" She laughed.

"Uhh yeah actually it is your fault."

"How so, you're the man aren't you the stronger of us?"

"Not when you show me boobs and other areas." he smirked.

"Oh speaking of which, do you think tan lines are good or bad for my ass?" She teased.

"Bad....very bad." he smiled wickedly.

"Ok." She stood up and dropped her bottoms, giving him a full frontal view before lieing back down. "Will you put some lotion there too, that would suck to be burnt. Very few positions would be fun with a burnt ass."

"We can't have that can we?" he laughed rubbing the lotion into her again.

"So what are you going to do baby, lay out or go read or what?"

"Jump in the cold pool because I've got one hell of a hard on right now."

"Ok just don't hurt your leg." She smirked and laid back down.

"thanks for your concern baby."

"no problem. I need my Jonny healthy."

Jon walked over and jumped into the pool and was still able to talk to her because the loungers were facing the pool. "So when we go back home are you going to have this talk with Steph?"

"I've had a sex talk with her Jon she knows what it is, if you wanna have another talk with her we can - but we're doing it as a team. I hate single parenting."

Jon swam over to the side and placed his arms on the side to hold him up. "You've already talked to her?"

"Yep before she got her period I figured she had a right to know why that damn thing would come for the next 40 yrs or so."

"did you go into detail though? I mean about all the parts and everything?"

"Meaning what exactly Jon?"

"You know."

"No i don't know what you mean that's why I'm asking you." She smiled, it still cracked her up how this man would beg women to think about him sexually but yet be scared to say certain words.

"You know when a man and woman connect certain parts and nine months later they have a baby."

"Yes Jon she knows what sex is and by the way those parts have names you know. You better get used to it cos Jesse needs the talk when we get home and its your turn, he's a boy."

"I know they have names Dot. It's the girl part and the boy part." he laughed.

"Oh man so I'm supposed to suck your boy part?" she asked cringing her nose.

"If you wish...sure." he smirked.

"Say it and I'll do it." She smiled.

"What suck my boy part" he teased.

"Sorry I have no idea what that is." She then closed her eyes and laid back down.

Jon got out of the pool unnoticed and dropped his swimming trunks in front of his wife who was still apparently in her own little world.

Dot stretched and smiled she loved the sun.

"Hey babe.....you awake?"

"Mmmm uh." Dot mumbled enjoying her vacation.

"Can I borrow you for a while?" he smiled.

"Sure baby, what do you need?" She asked more awake but still not opening her eyes or anything.

"I need to feel your mouth around me."

"What?" She asked now playing with him to make him say it.

"I want my dick surrounded by your mouth."

Dot turned and smiled at him. "Really now?"

"Would I have asked if I didn't?"

"That was me being sarcastic honey not a question of when. So how do you want me?" She offered looking at his naked body and moving to caress him.

Chapter 31

Later that evening the couple finally made it on their cruise, which they both thoroughly enjoyed. They had managed to get into the very back of the boat so that people were less likely to notice Jon, which actually made the trip that much better because there were only 3 other couples sitting near them. Jon made himself comfortable by leaning back into the seat while Dot curled her legs up under herself leaning onto Jon's chest. They both stayed that way the entire 3 hours with the exception of kissing one another occasionally.

After the cruise was over neither one of them said anything as they walked back to the beach house, they were just enjoying the moment
of being there together.

Once inside the house Dot rushed upstairs to take a quick shower while Jon decided to just strip down and crawl into bed. He picked up the magazine on the night stand flipping through it then quickly tossed it back down when he didn't find anything worth reading. Jon slid down into the bed pulling the covers up to his mid stomach while he waited on his wife.

As Dot walked back into the bedroom with one of Jon's teeshirts on she smiled at him, "Not even reading tonight?" She asked him while lifting her leg to the chair in the room to apply lotion easier.

"Nah....nothing worth reading." he yawned sleepily.
Dot applied lotion quickly to her other leg then applied some to her elbows and hands and put her wedding ring back on. "We can go to
sleep if that's what you want?" Dot smiled. "Or maybe something else?"

"Can we just kind of lay here for a while?" he asked hoping he wouldn't disappoint her.

"Sure baby." Dot smiled to him getting into bed next to him. "Is something wrong?"

"Nope." he smiled when he took her hand and played with her wedding ring. "So why can you take your off and I can't?"

"Because mine is off for the time it takes me to take a shower and the only person who's gonna see me with it off is the man who put it there. Yours on the other hand is off for days at a time and 100,000 women will see you."

"So why don't you wear it when you take a shower? I wear mine."

"The water will get into the diamond setting and over time loosen the setting."

He looked at her with a confused expression. "I'll take your word on that baby."

"Yeah you do that." She smiled and turned towards him more and rested her head on his shoulder.

He took in a deep breath as he stared up toward the ceiling, he had everything he needed with him right now with the exception of four
other very important pieces of his life.

Dot knew Jon better than he knew himself sometimes and because of that she had to ask, "What's wrong honey?"

"Just thinking."

"About?" She asked running her hand on his arm that's farthest from her.

"The kids." he sighed just thinking about all the years that had flown by and some of the important things he had missed.

"You miss them don't you?" She whispered.

"Is it that noticeable?

"Only to someone who truly knows you. Call the pilot we can be home to tuck them in tomorrow."

"Honey....no." he pulled her closer to his chest. "This is our time together I don't want you to be disappointed."

"Jon you're going to be no fun when all your thinking about is the kids. If you don't call Jim I will."

"Dot I promise I'll make this up to you." he said softly kissing the top of her head as he reached over for the phone.

"I know." She said softly as Jon grabbed the phone.

He sat up in the bed as he talked on the phone, in the back of his mind he really wanted to stay there with his wife but the other part of him just wanted his entire family together. "Alright thanks Jim." Jon replied as he snapped his phone shut.

"What time do we have to be at the airport?" Dot asked him.

"Two hours."

Dot got out of bed and grabbed a ponytail holder and threw her hair in a ponytail. "Did you buy the house or do we have to pack everything?"

Jon shrugged his shoulders as he walked over toward his suitcase to take out a pair of short and tshirt.

Something rubbed Dot wrong about that and she picked up a pillow and threw it at Jon. "Don't shrug at me"

"What?" Jon turned around laughing holding up a set of keys and tossed them over to her.

"I already have the keys to my car. What are we going to do with my car?"

"Look closer Dot." he smiled. "Those don't have camaro written on them do they?"

"I don't know." She looked at the keys closer.

Jon walked over and took the keys out of her hand holding up the biggest one. "This would be the key to the front door babe." he
grinned walking back over to pack up some of his things.

"IF you weren't so broken I'd jump on your back for a hug." She walked over to Jon and slapped him on the ass, "Thanks babe." She then
turned around and packed the bare necessities.

"Now don't you feel bad for throwing that pillow at me?" he smirked.

"No." She deadpanned.

"If I could raise my leg I would kick your ass." he joked.

"OH you wanna threaten the black belt." She challenges.

He stuck out his chest and inhaled deeply at her challenge. And tried to keep a straight face as he did. "You know you don't wanna mess with me."

"OH scared now."

"You should be." he face still completely serious as he walked over toward her.

"Not scared yet." She laughed.

"Really?" he asked moving closer. "You aren't afraid of me?"

"Hell no you'd never hurt me." She smiled and reached in and kissed him/

"Who said I would hurt you?"

"Well why else would I be scared?"

He smirked as he brushed the hair away from her neck so that he would have access to "his spot" and began kissing her while moving his
hand up her shirt.

"Hey we have to get to the airport, or are you planning on leaving more marks there sexy pants."

"What's the matter can't handle it?" he asked moving his lips back onto her neck then up to her ear lobe, while his hand moved into her
panties.

She slapped at his hand playfully. "you might get some of that on the plane Mr. What are we doing with my car?"

"Damn you are a tough one tonight." he laughed playfully.

"You're the one sending us home. Lets get to the plane."

"Yeah I have kids to see." a smile spread across his face from ear to ear.

When Jon turned to pack up she slapped his ass again. "Damn that looks good." She laughed and turned to pack as well.

"If you keep that up we will never leave."

"Answer me then rock star, what's the deal with my car? Are we driving it onto the plane or what are we doing with it?"

"That depends on if you want to keep it here for when we come back or do you just want another one? Either one if fine with me."

"How often will we come back?" She asked.

He shrugged his shoulder as he zipped up his suitcase. "Few times a year maybe?"

"Can we put it on the plane and just bring it to Jersey."

"Sure babe. Whatever you want."

"Cool then we don't need a limo, does Jim need to know we're bringing the car?"

"Nah there is plenty of space underneath. If Richie's Hummer fit in there I'm pretty sure the car will."

"I'm just thinking weight wise." Dot asked.

"I'll call em if will make you feel better but I really don't think there will be a problem."

"It would make me feel better babe." She said. "I'm gonna go get your black guitar you can't leave that here."

"Alright." Jon walked back over to the night stand picking up his phone to call the pilot to ask him about the car. While he was talking he walked around the room making sure they hadn't left anything they really needed he found a small photo album but before he had a chance to look inside he heard Dot coming back into the room so he quickly put it into the front pocket of her carry on bag for the flight.

"Are we ready Johnny?" She smiled.

"Yeah I think we got everything." he turned back around checking once more. "So you wanna drive?"

"Yes." She smiled.

Jon grabbed both suitcases pulling them behind him while Dot grabbed the two carry ons for the plane. They made small talk as they walked down toward the car where Jon placed the two pieces of luggage into the small trunk. "They sure as hell don't give you alot of room in these things."

"Nope they are made for fast weekend getaway's that don't need lots of clothes." She smiled.

"You Dorothea are an evil woman." he laughed closing the trunk and walking over to the drivers side to open her door.

"How am I evil? I thought I was your perfect bride?" She laughed.

"Because you are putting bad thoughts in my head." he joked shutting the door and leaning in for a kiss. "Come to think of it ever since we met I've had bad thoughts." he laughed going over to his side of the car and jumping over the closed door. "And I didn't even break anything."

"Baby I don't' have to do anything those thoughts get there all on their own."

"Huh they have help."

"Yep you're dirty little mind." She smirked and started the car pulling out of the driveway and smiling knowing they own the house now.

"My mind was innocent until I met you. Then it went down hill from there." he laughed. "Or uphill....whichever way you want to look at it."

"Jon lying is bad I'll tell your daddy on you."

"Like he'll do anything."

"Well I would tell you he'd cut your hair but it can't get much shorter." She
smirked running her hand on his leg.

"Very funny." he smiled placing his hand onto her hers. It had been a while since they had been able joke with each other this way and Jon was enjoying every minute of being there with her.

"So sexy man what are you going to tell our daughter about sex?"

"Other than she's never having it?"

"Yeah and you heard how well that worked last time

"She does have a smart mouth on her doesn't she."

"Yeah she's related to this guy I know that wouldn't take no for an answer when he was her age."

"Really? Who?"

"I don't know this sexy guy I sleep with regularly." Dot smirked again.
He tried his best to put on an angry face. "Alright who is he?"

"Just some guy, you've probably never heard of him, he's in some unknown band."

"Unknown huh?" he smiled secretly wishing that sometimes that was the truth especially when it came to doing normal things with his family.

"Yeah they've been around a few years, pretty ok if you like that style of music." She kept playing with him still seeing the smile on his face.

"I'm sure this guy wears his heart on his sleeve when it comes to singing about his girl though."

"Yeah hes whipped." she smiled.

Jon laughed softly placing his head back on the seat enjoying the cool breeze. "Yeah he's definitely whipped."

"I love you baby." She smiled squeezing his leg softly.

"Won't your man get jealous telling me that." he joked with his eyes now shut completely trusting his wife as she drove.

"Na he never denies the truth." She smiled exiting to the right for the airport."

Jon opened up his eyes and saw the planes. "We're here already? Either you drive really fast or we are really close to everything." he teased.

"I'm just that good." She smirked.

Jon rolled his eyes as unfastened his seatbelt. "Just pull up over there and they'll put it in the plane."

"Did you just roll your eyes at your wife?" She questioned stopping the car where Jon told her.

"No baby."

"OK did you just lie to your wife?"

"Nope not at all." he smiled getting out of the car. "Will you pop the trunk babe?"

"Why not just leave the bags in the car?"

"I am but I'm getting the carry ons out."

"OH ok." She popped the trunk then.

Jon grabbed the bags and lead Dot over toward the workers where she handed over the keys to her car. "You ready to board or are you going to stand there staring at your new baby?" he laughed.

"No I trust them." She smiled then looked the worker she handed the keys to. "No laps on the runways."

"Yeah guys she knows exactly how many miles is on that car." he joked as he motioned her into the plane.

As Dot settled on the plane she looked at Jon, "We're stopping in LA for fuel right?"

"Do I look like a pilot? I have no idea where he is refilling."

"OH Mr Smart ass you are so sleeping on the couch." Dot got up and walked up to the cockpit. "Hey Jim are you stopping in LA for fuel?"

"Yes ma'am that's the plan."

"Any idea how long we'll be on the ground?"

"Two hours maybe......if that long. Any particular reason you need longer Mrs Bongiovi?"

"NO I was thinking my butt-head of a husband might want his guitarist to get on board so I was going to try to give him a time frame."

"Do you need me to take care of Mr Bongiovi for you?" he laughed.

"Yes please, will you tell him he has to stay within the 1st 3 rows to balance the planes weight or something and then I'll go in the back
and get some sleep." She laughed with Jim. He's been their pilot for years and she liked knowing who she was trusting her life to.

"I can but something tells me he won't listen." he motioned for Dot to lean down closer that he could whisper. "Between you and me when you aren't around that man does nothing but mope around."

Dot smiled. "Well he'll be mope free at least for a few years."

"God I hope so." Jim smiled. "But to answer your question about Mr. Sambora, he went back to NJ a few days ago."

"Oh ok then I get time alone with Jon all night, yummy. Alison isn't here right?" Dot asked about the stewardess.

"Nope, she is on vacation but if you need anything I'll have a co pilot so he can play gopher tonight."

"Thats ok I've been on this plane enough to find my way around. We're ready whenever you two are. Who's 2nd fiddle tonight - Mike?"

"Yeah or at least he might be." he glanced down out his watch and shook his head. "I'm giving him 5 more minutes."

"Take your time as long as we're back in Jersey before the 1st bedtime we're good."

Before Jim could respond, Mike came running into the cabin and took his seat. "Well looks like we will be going now."

"OK talk to you later guys. Thanks for doing this on short notice." Dot smiled and walked back to Jon.

"Do I need to do the safety spill for you or do you know how to buckle a seat belt." She laughed.

"I think I might know how to do that by now." he laughed.

"I'd hope so and yes we will be in LA to refuel."

"What's in LA thats so interesting?" he asked pulling a magazine from the seat ahead of him.

"I was thinking your guitarist might need a ride back."

"Oh."

"There I go thinking about what would make you happy - I have to stop that." She said a little flat toned.

"All I said was Oh. Besides that maybe being here with you makes me happy."

"And spending the extra $800 in fuel would make you real happy for a trip the following day?"

"Huh?" Jon sat the magazine on his lap before looking over toward her.

"Forget it." She moved and sat down in one of the chairs across the aisle from him.

"You know you shouldn't do that while the plane is moving." he told picking the magazine back up to read the rest of the article.

"Whatever." Dot said and picked up her own magazine.

Jon only pretended read in between the brief moments he looked over toward her. He couldn't understand what he had done to get her upset but decided whatever it was he should keep his distance at least until they got up into the air far enough they could actually get out of their seats.

"Why do you do this stuff Jon? You can be so incredibly sweet and then a shit head."

"Do what?" he asked just as the pilot announced that they were free to move.

"Get so careless and thoughtless."

Jon placed the magazine on the seat beside him and stood up. "I'm not thoughtless Dot." he replied a little upset as he walked off toward the back of the plane.

He stopped just within a few steps and turned back towards her. "I bet you don't even know what today is do you?" he asked turning back around continuing his walk.

"The day we go back to Jersey." She said softly.

He shook is head as he turned the corner into the kitchen and wondered if this was even worth the effort he had put into it.