FLA 12

Chapter 35

"If we could only have sex in one position for the rest of our lives what position would you pick?"

"Do you know what a hard choice that is?"

"Yes cos there's a few now that I like so pick baby?" She smiled and kissed him as he sat down with the sodas.

He sat there for a moment staring across the plane as he thought about the different positions they had been recently. "You know I could get used to you being on top. I mean not only do I get a really nice view......and I do mean really nice." he smiled taking a drink of his soda. "You can kind of just guide me the way if feels best for you. So what about you?"

Dot smiled and then looked down. "After everything we've done, I still like you on top of me best. I like feeling protected and," She looked down not able to say the rest.

"And what babe?"

"I don't know how to say it without it sounding bad." And she thought Jon was silly for not being able to say things.

"Say what? That I'm hung like a second grader?" he laughed. "Everybody knows that one."

"No baby, and by the way you're not." She took his lips with hers hoping a kiss will get him to move on.

He continued kissing her but once they stopped he continued with the questioning. She had been very open sexually lately and he wanted to know what had her so embarrassed that she couldn't even tell him. "You know just because you kissed me doesn't mean you get out of finishing what you were saying."

"I like you on top cos I like getting fucked by you." She said softly.

"Did my sweet baby just say what I think she did?" he smiled.

"Stop it you heard me." She blushed at knowing what she said.

"Now that is sexy as hell."

"Jon!"

"What?" he asked innocently.

"Do you know how hard that was to admit?"

"I think I have an idea Dot, but we've been together forever I don't want you to hold back telling me these things."

"Well you get shy telling me things too. I think this talking and question session will help. Its your turn by the way."

"Your memory is to damn good." he laughed. "Okay...ummm. Alright...what is your favorite part of me?"

"Emotionally or physically?"

"Either."

"Emotionally its your devotion and dedication. When you commit to something its 150% that's so sexy. Physically this week its your arms. They are so defined and huge."

He flexed his muscles then looked back at her. "You like that huh?"

"OH yeah." She let her body mold to his. "If you were to get another tattoo what would it be and where?"

"I know it would have something to do with either you or the kids. Not sure what it would be though."

"How about your wedding ring design on your finger so you'll always be wearing it even if you have to take it off for the stage?" She recommended.

He arched a brow looking at his finger then back to his wife with a little concern.

"What baby?"

"Do you have any idea how much bone is there?"

"Do you have any idea how hard it is to push a kid out of you?" She wasn't about to let him wimp out strictly because of a little pain.

"Well yeah but you got drugs." he joked.

"I'll give you Advil before you do it. This way you won't lie to me, you told me you won't take the ring off and if you go the tattoo it'd always be there so you'd be right.

"I do like the idea of being right."

"I know." She laughed.

"You didn't have to agree so fast honey."

"Oops sorry I forgot I'm supposed to lie to the man I love. NOT. Its your turn though baby." She laughed and kissed him quick.

"You are not nice to the man that worships the ground you walk on." he laughed trying to think of another question. There was one thing he had always wanted to know and since they were being honest this was the one way to find out. "Is there anything in your life that you wish you could go back and redo?"

"When we broke up right before we got married, I wish I could undo the palimony suit that was wrong to do. I wish I never did it."

"Anything else? I mean is there one thing that you want to redo in your life?"

"You mean relive?"

"Yeah it could be that I guess, but I was thinking something that you had done that you wish you would have done differently."

"That's the palimony thing. If its relive - I'd want the day we got married back again and do that but I guess I'm getting that anyway next year." She smiled wondering what Jon is up to.

"Okay, good to hear you only have one."

"Well most of the other shit I've done we've learned from so it ended up being somewhat useful. What is your single most favorite foreplay activity?"

"Can't argue on that one I don't' guess." he stood up stretching and hit his hand on the top of the plane. "Damn!" He pulled his hand back quickly and grabbed it as he started walking around the plane.

"What's wrong Jon? Do you need to get off the plane for a few minutes?" Dot could tell he was getting agitated.

"I need a smoke." he mumbled low enough so that she couldn't hear. "Yeah do you mind if we step off for a few?"

"No problem." Dot picked up the phone and called Jim to tell him they were deboarding and they'd be outside near the stairs. She then got up and followed Jon outside.

He didn't know what it was but there was something about being in there was getting to him. Maybe it was that fact that some of the conversation led back to the early years which made him a little uneasy or maybe he was just having one of his leave me alone moods he really couldn't distinguish the two.

Dot sat on the steps leading up to the plane and let Jon pace. "Do you not want me out here?"

"No you're fine baby." he replied as he walked toward the front of the plane.

She just sat back and rested her elbows on the steps letting the California sun heat her skin. She knows Jon and he's having the beginnings of one of his claustrophobia fits. He needed space right now.

God what was wrong with him? He was enjoying spending time with his wife but all the sudden he freaked. He only hoped he hadn't messed by just walking out during their conversation. As he stood there looking around the plane he watched Dot as she was kicked back without a care in the world right now.

"Jon" Dot said softly without opening her eyes.

The woman he was looking at meant the world to him, without her he would even be half the man he was so he started walking back toward her. "Yeah?"

Without opening her eyes so he's not threatened she asked, "What happened? What freaked you out?"

"I don't know Dot." He sat down beside her with his elbows resting on his knees. "I was fine one minute and then....."

"Was it me talking about before we were married and that brought you back to the Jersey tour?"

"It could have been I'm not sure." he paused looking toward her. "Am I just crazy?"

"No baby that was a very rough period for you but you have to realize you aren't there now. You're here with me and safe and sound." She explained.

"I know but...." he stopped and looked at his wife knowing that she would think he was crazy if he went on.

"But what baby." She asked him wanting him to talk with her.

"It's just that sometimes I have these flashbacks and normally it happens during the night so I don't get sleep. It's so real sometimes."

"Flashbacks to what baby? You weren't sleeping this time what caused it?"

"Just about everything that had went on then I guess. All I know is they have become more frequent these past few months. As far as what happened in there earlier I don't know what it was."

"Are you talking about the end of Jersey?"

He only nodded as he looked straight ahead not at anything in particular just anything but her.

It wasn't that he didn't want to face her, a part of him was almost embarassed because he was supposed to be the strong one, the one that didn't let anything bother him.

"Hey look at me, I can't help you if you won't talk to me Jon. You were really screwed up at that time, its not fair that you feel you can't talk to me."

"It's not that I don't want to talk to you Dot."

"Then let yourself baby."

He glanced down at his watch and they had already been outside an hour and they would be taking of again shortly. "We'd better go back up."

"Are you ok?" She asked. "Do you want me to distract you for now?"

"I'm okay." he put on a smile leading her back up the steps.

"OK" Dot smiled getting back in her seat on the plane. "Can I tempt you with a blow job. I've never sucked you in the plane." She smiled innocently.

Jon's eyes widened in shock wondering what happened to his wife that he had left earlier on the tour. Not that he was complaining at all but having her be this open is going to take some work for him because for so many years they were only together in the bedroom. "That would make me forget about everything wouldn't it." he smiled moving his thumb across her cheek.

"Oh yeah, can you make sure Jim and Mike don't come back?" Dot asked while she reached over and caressed his thigh up near his cock.

"Why?" he asked not really understanding. "I told you before they've heard things so believe me they've walked in on a few things to." he laughed

"I don't want them walking in on us. I wanna know its just us." She smiled rubbing her hand on him.

To make her happy he picked up the phone and called up to the front to see how much longer they had before take off.

The captain told Jon that Mike will be back to secure the cabin door in a matter of minutes and then they were off.

"Okay we got like 2 minutes before Mike walks back." he joked.

"Well we'll have to wait until Mike locks the door then. Tell me Jon, what position do you want head in?" She was purposefully talking about this trying to get his mind off earlier and it seemed to be working.

"Dot we're both sitting. I kinda think we are limited."

"Not quite after the plane takes off we can do whatever we want, there's 6 hours before we get home."

Jon laughed as he leaned back on the seat and turned his head toward her. "You have it timed?"

"Well I'm just thinking," with that Mike walks back and locks the cabin door then returns to the cockpit. "Ok now while we wait, tell me Jon, what positions do you want? I ant to suck you so far down my throat." She teased while stroking his cock."

Just feeling her made him sink down into his seat making him moan softly. This woman was surely going to be the death of him one day.

"Talk to me baby?" She asked stroking him more while the plan took off.

"About what?"

"Tell me what position you want me in to suck you?" She asked grabbing his cock a little as the plane kept climbing to cursing alltitude.

Jon stretched out his right leg trying to get comfortable as she continued pleasing him just by her touch. Right now he couldn't even think straight just because of her so he just layed his head back enjoying every second of her being there.

"Jonny I can't suck your cock if you don't tell me how you want it." She whispered stroking him and waiting for the fasten seatbelt sign to go off.

"I want it any way you'll do it baby." he moaned becoming harder on every touch.

"OH you're so easy.

"Mmmm hmmm" he smiled almost sleepily.

Dot stopped moving her hand. "Are you seriously falling asleep on me?"

He raised his head looking over at her. "Hey why did you stop for?"

"Did you fall asleep?" She asked rather upset.

"No"

"You stopped answering me I thought I was boring you."

"If you call that boring what do you call exciting." he teased leaning in for a kiss.

She gave him a kiss then noticed the sign had been turned off. "Ok baby what do you want? Any position you can imagine?"

"Any?"

"yes"

"We kind of need to move back to the bed then."

"ok." She unbuckled her seatbelt quickly and stood up eagerly."

"In a hurry?" he smiled seeing her so anxious to be with him.

"Need you."

"I can't have that." he teased her by placing a kiss on their lips so gentle he could barely feel it himself.

"Jon" she moaned against his lips

"Come on I think we have a bed waiting on us." he replied softly taking her hand to lead her back into the bedroom.

She followed eagerly.

He walked her over to the bed and removed her shirt followed by the skirt which got tossed across the room. "Just lay back on the bed." he told her as he stipped off his shirt, then took off his pants almost in record time.

"no problem baby." She layed up on the bed then smiled. "I like what I see." She smiled at his hardon.

"You should...you're the one that caused it." he smiled as he climbed into the bed beside her wondering if she really wanted to do what he did. As a couple they had never done anything like this at least not at the same time.

"Oh come on Jon, tell me what you want, I need you." She moaned.

"I want you." he replied softly moving his hand around her breasts. "I wanna taste you." he whispered seductively.

"You can have anything you want Jon, I just need you."

"Even 69?" he asked moving on top of her feeling her warmth at the tip of his already eager cock.

"OH yeah." She moaned taking his cock into her mouth.

He had wanted to do this with her for so long and began thrusting slightly as he put his hands down onto the bed lowering his mouth to her.

"UMMMM" She wanted to scream out when Jon got a hold of her pussy but his cock was in her mouth already so she just moaned around it.

The sensation of her moaning with his cock in her mouth made him thrust a little faster which made him tease her pussy even more. "So good." he moaned kissing her then slightly sucking her already swollen lips.

Dot's hands wrapped tighter around his thighs, pulling his cock deeper into her mouth.

"Fuck baby." he groaned loudly raising his head for a brief second.

"Ummmm" She moaned again.

Jon continued teasing her with his mouth as he hips began moving faster into her mouth. He kept himself propped up just that he wouldn't hurt her but was going to have to move because he knee was starting to bother him but there was no way in hell he was stopping.

She kept sucking on him, his cock was so deep into her throat she had no way of saying anything to him so she kept sucking and rubbing her hands on his ass and thighs.

"Dot" he moaned as he sucked on her clit and moved his hand around her thighs.

"Mmmmm" She moaned reaching closer to her own head and rubbing his balls softly.

"Ooohh" he moaned increasing his thrust on the verge of spilling into her mouth at any second. He wanted to cum with her so he did the one thing he new that would send her over the edge. With his mouth over her clit he nibbled gently while sucking her.

Her nails dug into his thighs as she swallowed hard on his cock.

Jon closed his eyes as she swallowed because at that exact time he was at his peak and spilled into her. He stayed in that same position for a few minutes trying to move but couldn't.

After Dot swallowed all he could give she pushed up on his hips, she felt the need to have his cock out of her mouth and his body in her arms.

Jon managed gather up enough energy to turn around and move up beside her only to caress her stomach as he did.

"Oh Jon." She moaned and pulled him into her arms to allow his hands to continue to roam.

He nuzzled his nose into her neck while still moving his hands over her body. "Your skin is so soft baby."

"Glad you like it baby." She smiled.

"I like everything about you." he replied softly kissing her on the cheek.

"Damn you just make me so happy." She smiled wanting to go to sleep but she wanted to cuddle to him but couldn't ask him to move.

"Dot."

"hmm"

"I want to make love to you." he told her sleepily pulling her closer.

"OK." she smiled and kissed him.

"But my mind is telling me it's sleepy time." he laughed. "So would you settle for just cuddling for a while?"

"Yeah baby." She smiled and looked at him wanting to cuddle to him but refusing to say anything.

"I'll make it up to you baby." he yawned pulling her close so that her head was resting on his chest. "You sure this is okay?"

"OH yeah baby." She cuddled so closed and tight to him.

"Night brown eyes." he smiled softly drifting off to sleep knowing that his wife was in his arms.



Chapter 36


Dot stirred a bit a few hours later. She had no idea how long they had been sleeping but however long it was she didn't want to move to far. "Jon baby wake up."

"Hmmm....to early." he mumbled.

"Want sex." She smiled.

"To early." he whined pulling her closer.

"Wow I think that's a first, my husband turning down sex." Dot smiled and cuddled to him tighter.

"Huh?" he asked with his eyes barely open.

"You just said no to sex baby its shocking to me." Dot kissed his chest.

"No I didn't."

"yes you said it was too early." She teased.

"Never to early baby." he smiled with his eyes still closed.

"you wanna particpate or just lay there?" She teased getting out of the bed to take care of necessities.

"I would love to participate." he laughed opening up his still tired eyes. "Where are you going? I don't want to do this alone." he laughed.

"You get started I'll be right back." She laughed and went into the small restroom on the plane.

"You're evil Dot!" Jon laughed rubbing his eyes then propped himself up on his elbow.

She came out moments later all refreshed. "Why am I evil?" She asked walking to the bed naked.

He just pointed at her not saying anything.

"What'd I do?" She smiled crawling into bed.

"You walked over to me naked."

"So you do it to me all the time?" She smiled and then looked at him. "In fact you'd never wear clothes if you could get away with it."

"No probably not." he smiled moving into kiss her. "And neither would you."

"not if you were home." She smiled kissing him again,

"Good to hear." Jon moved himself on top her continuing their kiss.

"And you know I want nothing more than to be with you right now Dot."

"I know. So what's the hold up?" Dot smiled.

"Mr & Mrs Bongiovi please take your seats and fasten your seatbelts, we are approaching Newark International Airport." Captain Jim announces over the loudspeaker.

"I gotta pee first." he laughed getting up out the bed and walked over to the small bathroom.

"And then we gotta see our kids." Dot smiled getting up to get dressed while he's in the bathroom.

"Can you find my clothes please?" he yelled having the door shut.
She laughed and put his pants and shirt on the bed, she still couldn't find her panties. "Where'd you put my panties?" She asked as he came out of the bathroom.

"I dunno." he shrugged his shoulder grabbing the pants off the bed. "Last time i saw them, they went that way." he pointed over to the other side of the bed.

She looked at him while she walked over to the other side of the bed. "Hey guess what I found." She smiled putting them on finally. "Now where's my bra Jon?"

"Mmm should be in that general area over there." he laughed as he slipped on his shirt.

"You realize this is why I've stopped buying lingerie right? Cos you toss it and we lose it." She laughed finding her bra, putting that on then quickly slipping her shirt on as they walked out into the main cabin area and took a seat, buckling up.

"That would be a good reason to stop buying it I guess." he smirked. "You really should throw it across the room you know."

"I should do it?" She asked.

"Yeah you know just kind of slowly take it off then sling it across the room."

"you'd like that?"

"Sure." he grinned. "I would let you toss my undies across the room but we all know there is no use for that."

"Yeah like you'd wear them long enough."

"They annoy me." he laughed.

"Why? You look hot in those versace ones you were modeling for a while."

"You mean the ones I held in front of me?"

"I love that picture. No I'm talking about the ones you wore in the black and white ads.

"How do you even know this?" he smiled not believing she actually keeps up with these kinds of things.

"Isn't it a wifes' duty to know what her husband is interested in?" She asked.

"Yeah I guess but I mean that was job related, I guess I just didn't realize you paid attention to that stuff."

"I pay attention to everything you do Jon."

"I'm glad you do baby."

"Since we didn't talk the entire way home what are we gonna say to Steph?"

"Hi honey how was your time with nana?"

"Jon"

"What?"

"What else?"

He took in a deep breath looking out the window as the plane touched down. "That talk about having boys in her room."

"Yep you were gung ho in Hawaii have you changed your mind?"

"Not at all"

"So what is our stance on it?' Dot asked hoping he'll make the decision this time she's tired of being the single parent and having to decide everything.'

"What do you mean? I just said that I don't want boys in her room, I don't care if they are just friends."

"Ok."

"I know she's not going to be happy with that, but it puts my mind at ease."

"You can have that conversation with her." Dot offered.

"Let me ask you this. When you were younger would your dad have allowed a guy in your room when you were Stephs age?"

"Hell no, but he also believed I was going to be a virgin until I got married. Times were different then Jon."

"Yeah I know that's what scares me. I mean when we grew up sex wasn't something you even talked about at home. But nowadays kids talk about it openly, which I guess is a good thing but it scares the hell outta me."

"Would you rather she get the information from us or a boy she knows though Jon."

"From us I guess. God only know what boys tell girls now."

"What are our sons going to tell girls?"

"I hope I teach them to respect woman and not to make her do anything she doesn't want to do."

"And I can teach all their dates to break their fingers if they are disrespectful?" Dot offered and then stood up as the plane stopped. "This parenting thing is a lot more work than we thought Jon."

"Yeah no kidding." Jon grabbed the two carry ons and started walking toward the front. "I still think they should give out instruction manuals to parents."

"I think we were kissing and missed it." She said and waved to Jim and Mike as they deplaned.

Jon waved at both of them following his wife toward the cargo hold where they were unloading her new car. "I can't wait to see them though."

"Yeah you do realize that Jesse is going to want my car." She smiled moving to get into the passenger side.

"I'm sure he will babe. You don't want to drive?"

"No cos I know you have a tradition of driving by Giants and all that, besides these Newark drivers are nuts." She laughed.

Jon shook his head and laughed as he pulled away. "Jersey drivers are the best." he smirked merging onto the parkway.

"Hey do you think the kids would want to go to Asbury Park for the weekend, maybe a week? I miss our shore."

"Tell Steph boys will be there and she won't have a problem with it." he joked but deep down knew that it was a serious matter. As far as the boys go I think they would enjoy it. I mean it would be kind of fun showing them were we used to hang out."

"We don't have to tell them that, it can be our secret, just things parents know." Dot said still craving private time, private moments with Jon.

"I guess your right." He understood exactly what she had meant because there are very few things they can keep private now.

"You get it?" She wondered.

"Mmm hmmm." he smiled reaching over for her hand. "You want to keep that memory for us because it's hard to keep things private now. And that's one thing that we will share that few people know about."

"Is it bad of me to not even want to share that memory with the kids, our kids for Christ's sake."

"Not at all baby."

"I feel like I'm too greedy Jon, I feel better after our little bit of time away in Hawaii but almost feel like its mean of me to want you alone." She admitted rubbing her thumb over his as they held hands.

"How is it greedy to want to spend time with your husband that you don't get to see that often?"

"I guess because I've never allowed myself to want that before."

"You know that when I'm on the road I can't wait to get home to see you and the kids. But to be honest with you I want that one on one time with you first."

"even before the kids? Why?"

"Well I mean you are a huge part of my life Dot. You're the reason I even have the kids."

"Yeah I get that part but why me first?" She really needed to know she's as important to him as he is to her.

"When you get down to it you're my world baby. As much as I do love the kids I need you. When I'm out on the road the one thing I remember is your touch and how good you feel in my arms."

Dot smiled larger than Jon's seen in weeks. "Thanks baby."


Chapter 37

Jon only smiled back lovingly like only he could but his drifted from his wife to the place he had called home many times before, Giants Stadium. The past few tours had ended there with the exception of the current tour and the only reason it didn't was because the stadium was booked already. "There she is." he said softly. "I'll be back to visit you soon baby."

Dot laughed and shook her head, "Should I be jealous?"

"About what?" he smiled.

"You're mistress?" She laughed and pointed to the stadium.

"I love that stadium." he laughed looking over toward his wife. "But you were here first so there is no need to get jealous." he teased playing with her hand.

"Good to know I didn't know how I was gonna kick the stadiums ass otherwise." She smiled holding his hand. She knows how much Jon loves knowing that they are so good they've sold Giants out more than any other act.

"No ass kicking needed for anyone baby."

"Good not really in the mood right now." She smirked.

"So what are you in the mood for?" he asked putting his foot down on the gas pedal as hard as he could wanting to get home as soon as possible.

"Being with you."

"I don't think that will be a problem." Even though he wanted to get home to the kids, he could tell just by her voice that she really meant what she said and eased up on the gas just enough that he was going just under the speed limit.

"Its ok to get home, just promise me that none of the kids will be allowed to sleep with us tonight."

"You know I can't promise you that Dot. As much as I wish I could you know how Romeo is when I get home. But I will play with him all day so maybe he will get tired of me."

"No baby you have to lay down the law and say that mommy and daddy have a room and that Romeo has a room - I'm saying here and now that Daddy is back not his friend." Dot knew this was coming across harsh to Jon but she didn't want to start this time with him home on a pattern that wouldn't change. She needed him to change his ways so they had a future.

"But Dot he's my little man." Jon smiles. "You try looking into those eyes and telling him no."

"I do it all the time when you're gone, its your turn."

"I guess you're right but I just feel bad doing it."

"I know but I've been the single parent for too long - its time daddy tells them no every now and then so I'm the bitch."

"Well lets just get home and see if he actually does want to stay in our room okay. Then we will go from there."

"Wimp." She laughed.

Jon started pouting but only playfully as he turned down into their driveway.

"so sexy." She teased. She then smiled as she saw Jake and Romeo running around in the yard. "There you go babe, your rug rats." The smile on his face got bigger when he saw them and before he could even get out of the car they were both running towards him.

"I'll talk to you in a few hours." She laughed and walked into the house because the boys ignored her and went straight to daddy.

"We will be in there in a few baby." he smiled just as Jake and Romeo both wrapped there arms around his legs.

"Hey daddy! I'm glad you're back, Jesse was mean!" Jake told him.

"Well we are gonna have to talk to him then aren't we?" he smiled then looked over at Romeo. "Hey little man."

"Daddy I miss you." He told him clearly.

Jon bent down giving both of them a hug and kiss "I missed you to buddy."

"We swim? Go on boat, hike, bike ride" Romeo gives him a million options of things for them to do together.

"Let's go in and see mommy okay? She missed you guys to."

"NO, gotta play with daddy." Romeo tells him.

Jake crossed his arms and out came the bottom lip. "We see mommy all the time!"

"Guys come on mommy might get her feelings hurt if you guys don't at least say hi." he explained

"We wave."

"Okay but we just say hi then we play!" Jake exclaimed.

Jon just laughed grabbing onto both of their hands and walking into the the house to find his wife and 2 older children.

Dot was sitting on the couch with Steph when Jon walked in.
"What's up guys?"

"They wanted to come in and see their momma." he smiled giving both of them a little push while Jon sat down beside Stephanie.

"HI mom. Now can we play daddy?" Romeo asked.

"Hi Dad." Steph smiled. "How was Hawaii?"

"Good baby girl. How was your vacation away from mom and dad?"

"Kind of rough, do you know you had lots of boy children." She smiled looking at her brothers.

"Yes I'm fully aware of that Steph." he smiled. "I wanted another girl you know."

"OK Jon I think they are done with me now." Dot offered a small smile, she was a little upset by the boys ignoring her but used to it by now.

"Yeah didn't work well did it dad." Steph laughed.

"Nope." he laughed as Romeo climbed up in his lap.

"Daddy it time to play." Romeo tells him again.

"I thought you guys wanted to see mommy?"

"We did daddy now you promised you would play if we said hi!"
Jake replied promptly.

"Take them Jon." Dot said softly almost in tears but fighting it. It was hard to be replaced every time they saw their father but she realized boys needed their daddies.

Jon saw that she was upset and asked the boys to run upstairs to put on their swimming trunks then they would go play in the pool for a while. Once he got them to go upstairs he moved over beside her and wrapped his arm around her shoulder. "You know they love you right?"

"Yeah sometimes I know that."

"They love you all the time baby." he smiled leaning into kiss her almost forgetting their daughter was still there.

"Hello teenager in the room." Steph piped up.

"Last time I checked we were married." he replied.

"Get a room."

"Us get a room?" Jon questioned. "I paid for this house maybe you should go to your room." he laughed.

"With anyone I want?" She challenged to see if he'd pay more attention to her.

"Sure.....any female friends you want."

"Dad." She wined.

"Ok daddy I ready." Romeo walked out in swim trunks that were barely up on his hips.

"Come here buddy." Jon laughed reaching over to pull them up just a little more. "Gotta leave a little to the imagination little man."

"Imagawhat?"

"Nothing buddy." he smiled looking over at Dot.

Dot smiled and looked at Jon. "Go put your swim trunks on and I'll get his water wings."

"that might help wouldn't it." He stood up and stretched looking over at his daughter. "You wanna come out with us?"

"No I wanna talk to mom."

"Okay but you know where we'll be." he bent over and kissed her on the forehead not saying anything else before he went upstairs to change.

"Sure daddy." Steph smiled.

After changing Jon walked back down and saw that Steph and Dot were both sitting on the couch so he walked over to them before he stepped outside. "Are the boys already out at the pool?"

"They are at the gate to the pool, Jesse is out with Tommy down the road."

"I knew I was missing one."

"When is he coming back?"

"He'll be home by dinner - Jesse never misses a meal." Steph smiled.

"Like father like son." Jon smiled back towards his wife. "If you two ladies would like to join us you know where we'll be."

He turned around and started walking towards the door but stopped, turning to face his daughter. "That conversation
we had earlier will be continued by the way."

"Sorry pops maybe my memory is going in your old age." She laughed.

"Women!" Jon smiled walking out the door.

As soon as he walked outside his two sons were sitting there at the gate waiting anxiously on their dad. "You boys ready?"

"Yeah!" Jake exclaimed hopping up off the rock wall he was sitting on.

"Daddy swim now!" Romeo told him.

He walked up to Jon and scrunched up his nose "The girls aren't comin' are dey?"

"No buddy it's just us men." he laughed unlocking the gate and letting in his two boys who had no fear whatsoever and jumped into the pool.

"Daddy play too" Romeo splashed around in the pool.

He walked over to the chair and put down the beach towels before moving to sit at the edge of the pool not wanting to get entirely wet yet. "So what do you guys wanna do?"

"Football" Romeo laughs while splashing.

"Do you know were its at?" Jon asked looking around not seeing one but before anyone could respond Jake climbed out of the pool and ran over to the small building they had with the pool supplies.

"I gots one daddy!" he yelled tossing his dad the ball before jumping in the water.

Romeo swam over to Jon in a doggie paddle, he grabbed a hold of Jon's legs trying to pull him in. "Daddy in."

He couldn't help but laugh and slid down into the water that was
only waist deep on him. "That better?"

"Yes." Romeo laughed and splashed his daddy.

Jake swam over just a few feet away from his dad trying to get his attention. "Daddy throw the ball!"

While tossing the ball to Jake, Jon moved to pick up Romeo and toss him back into the water.

"Yeah!" Romeo hollared as he went under the water than came back up. He doggie peddled back over to Jon. "Again."

"You want more huh?" Jon asked playfully picking him up and doing the same thing, but out the corner of his eye saw a football coming at him.

"Heads up daddy." Jake laughed.

"Thanks for the warning son." Jon joked as he caught the ball just before it him.

Dot came out in the middle of all this and sat in one of the lounge chairs in her bikini "you ok there Jon, the kids to much for you?"

"No we're fi..." Jon looked towards her and noticed what she had on. He only mouthed "Evil." then gave her a huge smile. "We're fine baby."
"Boys is it ok if I watch?" Dot asked her sons.
"Yeah but you can't play football mommy." Jake snickered getting out of the pool and jumping in on Jon's back.

"Do you tackle from the back in football?" She asked laughing at her boys.

"Uh huh." Jake replied still latched on to Jon.

Dot layed back in the chair and relaxed in the sun.

Jon winced as he dunked down into the water trying to relieve some of the weight from his son. "Okay daddy is down now." he laughed.

"He not heavy daddy." Romeo laughed. "Throw me."

With Jake's arms still around his neck Jon stood back up and picked up Romeo again throwing him back into the water.

He really missed these time just playing with his kids and wanted to make the most of it even though his back was starting to hurt again.

Jake slid off Jon's back and swam around to his other. "Daddy, I wanna play more football."

He watched his son swimming back to the other side and quickly tossed the ball back to him. Jake started swimming with it but was stopped when Jon picked him up and tossed him back to where his youngest son was.

"Daddy I next." Romeo yelled again. Dot could tell that Jon was getting tired but she figured it was ok he'd have to learn to say no to the kids. He was going to be home a year it was time he learned.

"How about we let daddy rest for a few minutes?"

"Daddy you just got back from vacation!" Jake wined.

"No daddy - play time." Romeo hollared.

"Okay just once but then we quit for a while." He couldn't tell these kids no if he tried, it was bad enough he left them for months at a time but actually telling them they can't spend time with him broke his heart.

"No quit." Romeo doggie paddled back to Jon.

Jon was hoping that his wife stepped in but knew that she wouldn't so he picked up Romeo and tossed him again, only to do Jake the same way. "Okay guys it's break time for daddy." he smiled walking over the steps.

"Daddy!" Romeo called.

Jon closed his eyes and took in a deep breath. "What is it Romeo?"

"I want more."

"Give me 10 minutes little man." Jon replied walking out of the pool and over toward his wife.

"Daddy!"

"Why don't you come over here and talk to daddy?" he asked sitting down on the ground beside Dot trying to ease up the muscles in his back.

Romeo runs over. "Daddy lets play."

"Daddy you promised you would play with us!" Jake yelled.

Dot then looked over to Jon. "Need a back rub?"

"I know that guys but daddy's back hurts okay. Just let me sit here for a few minutes and then we'll play alright?" He looked back at Dot and shook his head yes.

"But daddy!"

"No buts Jake I need to rest."

Dot sat up to allow Jon to sit in front of her and when he did she started to rub his back. "NO fair! You already played with mommy our turn." Romeo told him.

"But mommy is making me feel better right now so I can play with you guys." he tried explaining on the simplest terms.

"You're mean daddy!" Jake exclaimed running back into the house.

Dot refused to interfere she's been called mean and evil more times than she can count its Jons turn.

Jon sighed then turned back to look at his wife. "That's why I hate being the bad guy."

"Its your turn honey." She said as she massaged his back.

Jon looked up at Romeo who was standing there at the end of the chair watching them. "You still love me don't you?"

"I disponted" Romeo tried to tell him.
Even though he didn't say it right Jon knew what he meant which made him feel even worse. "But I said I would play with you guys in a few minutes."

'We miss you - gone for years"

"I miss you guys to." Jon patted the small piece of seat in front of him. "Why don't you come over and talk to me buddy."

Romeo sat on the chair in front of Jon. "How life?" He asked his daddy trying to be grown up.

"Life is great little man." he smiled knowing that he was finally home with his wife and kids like he belonged.

"Concert was ok." Romeo tells him.

"Fine Romeo." Jon laughed. "So how was your time at nana's?"

"She's good miss you."

"I know buddy. Why dont you tell me what you did at nana's?"

"We play puzzles, memroy, jake and me play tag."

Dot kept massaging his back.

"You did?" Jon asked really interested.

"Yeah nana lost."

"Really? Did she lose bad?"

"Yeah" Romeo giggled. "She can't catch us."

Jon laughed remembering when he was younger. "She never was good at games."

"We play hide me" Romeo laughed and when Jon looked back at Dot not knowing what that is she mouthed 'hide and seek' so he could understand.

"Oh you played that with nana?"

Jon asked not really able to picture his mom doing that.

"And papa."

"They both played? I'm jealous." Jon laughed turning back to Dot. "They never played that with me."

"Maybe they figured you had better things to do."

"I was a kid what better thing would I have to do?"

"Flirt with girls." She smiled.

"I never did that."

"You really shouldn't lie. Right Romeo daddy shouldn't lie." Dot asked her son.

"No daddy - bad no lie mommy."

"Daddy doesnt lie Romeo" he told him. Just after he said that Jake walked back outside and saw Romeo sitting with his mom and dad.
"If mommy says." Romeo laughed.

Jon leaned over and whispered in Romeo's ear then laughed. "Mommy fibs."

Jake walked over toward the rest of the family and sat down on the small space beside Romeo not saying anything.

"Daddy fibs too." Romeo laughed.

Jon turned back to face Dot with a small smile. "What do you tell these kids when I'm gone?"

"nothing honey." Dot laughed. "Jake did you want to go back in the pool?"

"Does daddy?"

"Yeah I think daddy is good now." Jon replied motioning for both of them to go back to the pool.

"Yeah!" Romeo moves and jumped into the pool.

Jon turned back to Dot with a small smirk on his face. "Now.....you mommy have been telling these kids bad things about me while I'm gone."

"Not me." She smirked and kissed him.

"Oh I think you did." he smiled standing up over her.

"I think you may need to be punished for that."

"You can't prove it." She stuck her tongue out at him and then laid back on the lounge chair.

"My boy tells me different." he laughed bending over to pick her up.

"Hey if you want any sex tonight you'll put me back on my chair."

"I'll still get it." he said with confidence putting her over his shoulder then taking her to the edge of the pool and tossed her in.

"JON FRANCIS BONGIOVI JR!"

"What?" he laughed playfully jumping into the water.

"You like being in trouble." She swam over to him and grabbed his waist. "Come on boys get daddy." She called to her sons knowing they'll help her.

"Hey this isn't fair there are 3 of you!" Jon exclaimed.

"Make that four Dad." Steph said from the side of the pool and jumped in.

"Shit!" Jon mumbled knowing he was really in for it.

Dot had all the kids on her side and between the four of them they dunked Jon repetitively.

"Not fair!" Jon screamed in between the time his head went into the water. But he was loving every second of being there with them.

"Get over it." Romeo tells his dad as he grabs his arm and tries to dunk him.

Poor Jon didn't get a chance to respond before Stephanie pushed down on his shoulder making him go under again.

Dot let Jon come up and she called all the kids over to her in a little huddle, primarily to give Jon a chance to breath a little but she pretended to talk stragegy with the kids, telling Romeo to look cute, Stephanie to go under water and come up from behind and for Jake to try to trip him.

Jon watched them wondering exactly what they were talking about but judging by the smiles it wasn't good for him.

"Hey why am I not in on that conversation?" he asked wading over toward them.

"Its secreti daddy" Romeo laughed.
"But it's not nice to keep secrets from daddy." Jon told him moving up behind his wife.
"Honey we wouldn't want to bother you with details." Dot smiled as Steph dove under the water and swam away as did

Jake.
"What the hell?" Jon watched as his kids disappeared. "What are you guys up to?"
"Daddy I cute." Romeo told him.

"I know it buddy." he smirked wading over to him. "Are you going to tell me what your mommy was doing?"

"NO." HE smiled big.

"What if I give you chocolate chip cookie when we go back inside?" he asked knowing that his son had the same weakness as him.

"No. I cute." He smiled and laughed as his sister got up behind jon and his brother swept his leg so down Jon went into the water again. Dot could do nothing but laugh.

Jon came up in pain holding his knee and moving over to the side of the pool.

"Kids back off I think Daddy is hurt." She immediatly swam over to him thinking that his injured knee got reinjured.

She stopped next to Jon. "Baby are you ok?"
"Yeah I think so." he replied biting on his lip trying his best not blow his cover..

"Jake didn't kick you in the knee did he?"

"No mommy." Jake stood there a little concerned.

"No he didn't baby."

"Can you help me out?" he asked placing an arm around her shoulder.

"Sure honey." She let Jon put his arm around her and she turned to Jake. "Daddy hurt his knee on tour this year honey so its not your fault he's just older than he used to be."

"Yeah a little older but he can still outsmart mommy." he laughed pulling her backwards into the water.

Dot came back up out of the water and so wanted to torture him but she couldn't with the kids there. "You brat." She pushed away from him.

"What? You schemed against me baby, its only fair."

"OH no I had the kids helping." She laughed and swam away with the kids.

"Just shows how good I am!" he laughed swimming toward them. "I don't need help."

"That's because they are loyal to me." Dot laughed and layed on her back floating in the pool.

He swam over toward her while the kids were all playing together. "And why would that be?"

"I gave them life." She laughed.

"Good reason." he smiled pulling her down to him with her back resting against his chest.

"You know I'd love to make love to you in this pool." She smiled telling him softly leaning her head up against his shoulder.

"The kids have to go to bed sometime." He told her as his hand moved down to the waistline of her bikini bottoms.

"After they go to bed baby." She moved his hand and swam away.
He stood back for a moment watching her with his kids and how they interacted with her. Deep down he wanted nothing more than to have that kind of relationship with them but it would take time.

Dot waved Jon over so he could play with the kids too she knew he wanted be normal with them.

As soon as he got the motion from Dot he swam over and picked up Jake. "What do you guys want to do tonight?"

"Ice cream" Romeo answers.

"Yeah lets go to Crazees." She loved that ice cream.

"What do you think Dot? Do these guys deserve ice cream?"

"I dont' know if they do but I do." Dot smiled

"Oh yeah you definately do." he laughed.

"Me too!" Romeo says

"Me to daddy? Even though I hurted your knee." Jake asked sadly.

"Jake buddy you didn't hurt my knee, I was just kidding with mommy."

"Okay." he smiled wrapping his arms around Jon's neck.

"Yeah Jakey Daddy is a bad man for teasing us huh?" Steph told him.

"No he's not Stephy!" Jake argued.

"You sure?" She asked.

"Uh huh. He's my daddy."

"Ok if you say so." Steph laughed.

Jon glanced over at his daughter and smiled proudly "Glad to hear somebody loves me."

"Somebody has to, its his turn." Steph laughed.

"Are you going to let your daughter talk to me like that?" Jon asked Dot.

"Um Yeah. She's your daughter too sweetheart."

"Good thing I have my boys." he laughed. "At least they won't let people talk to me like that."

"Like what?" Jake asked unsure of what he was talking about.

"Being a typical teenager Jakey." he joked looking at Stephanie.

"You're confusing your supporters baby." Dot laughed.

"huh?" Jon questioned looking at her strangely.

"you confused the kids."

"No I didn't." He looked over at Jake who just shrugged his shoulders.

"Daddy I have wrinkles?" Romeo looked at his hand.

"Why don't we get out of the pool for a while and go get some ice cream?"

"YES" All the kids echo together. "Daddy will you cook hot dogs on the grill?" Steph asked.

"Sure, if you want I can." Jon replied helping Jake and Romeo out of the pool.

Jon stopped before getting out of the pool motioning Dot to leave first. "After you."

Dot got up out of the pool and looked back to him. "Problems?"

"No, why?" he looked at her a little confused and stepped out behind her.

"Just thought your knee might hurt ?" She smiled.

"No but my back does." he laughed grabbing a towel off the chair.

"Well maybe tonight we can sit in the hot tub and let your back relax with the jets."

He smiled pulling her towards him letting her feel his excitement. "I'm gonna hold you to that."

"Baby you are kind of predictable." She laughed and walked back into the house.

He followed her back into the house watching her from behind was giving the perfect view of her. One that he had gotten to know all to well on vacation.

"Hey what are you watching?" She smiled.

He just shook his head while walking over toward her. "Do you have eyes in the back of your head or something?"

"Yes I'm a mom."

"But that's not supposed to work on me." he laughed.

"Baby I know everything - remember?" She smiled and turned to look at him then kissed him. "Will you help me untie my bikini?" She said as they walked into bedroom.

"Maybe." he smirked. "How do I do it?" he asked playfully kissing her neck and moving his hands on her sides.

"I'm not sure I think you might just untie it at the neck first." She laughed.

He moved his hands to the string at the back of her neck and released it, making it fall off her breast. "Like that?" he asked moving his hand on her breasts while kissing her shoulders.

"Yep exactly like that." She smiled and layed her head back against his shoulder. "Do you know how much I love stuff like this. Your hands just touching me softly."

"As much as I like doing it?" He loved being like this with her just open and honest. He smiled when she turned her head just enough that he could kiss her.

"Yes just as much." She kissed him back. "We can do this all night in our own bed."
"why not now baby?" he whispered forgetting that they were home.

"Honey our kids will come in our room if we are in here too long." She smiled.

He groaned and stepped back just slightly. "The kids."

"Yes those kids" She smiled. "Tonight lover, we can play."

"All night." he smirked as he grabbed a pair of tan cargo shorts off the bed and went to the bathroom but left the door open so that he could still talk to her.

Dot walked over to her closet, her bikini top still tied on her body but lose from her neck so if Jon were to walk out he'd get a view. "What should I wear, I can't think."

He stuck his head around the corner. "What you have on is good for me!"

"But Redbank doesn't' need to see this. You can later." She smirked. Pulling a black lace up top out of her closet and pulling it on then lacing it so her breasts were covered but clevage definately showed. She then switched her bikini bottoms for bikini panties and then she finds a pair of jean shorts and pulls them on. "This ok with you?" She asked.

Jon walked out of the bathroom wearing his shorts and showed his approval almost immediately when he saw the top she was wearing.

"I take it that's yes?"

"Hell yes." he almost moaned walking over to the bed so that he could sit down while putting on his tennis shoes.

"Is this too sexy for ice cream?" She asked always careful about how she looked when they went out where they could be photographed.

"No you're fine Dot. I just won't be able to focus on my ice cream." he joked. He knew that she always over thought about the way she dressed but she was perfect anytime they went out or at least in his eyes she was.

"Ok if you say its fine lets go."

He stood up taking his hand into hers and led her down the steps into the living room where all the kids where accounted for except Jesse. "Dot can you call Tommy's and have them send Jesse home?"

"Ok." She grabbed the phone and called Tommy's. Only to discover Jesse wasn't there. "Is Tommy home?" She found out that Tommy was but Jesse hadn't be there all day. She turned and looked at her husband after hanging up. "We have a houdini child."

"What?"

"He never went to Tommy's, I bet he's with Melissa." Dot smiled and picked up her cell phone dialing Jesse's cell phone.

"Who's Melissa?" Jon asked looking towards Stephanie for an explanation.

"A girl he likes." She whispered.

Jon arched a brow and sat down beside his daughter. "He like a girl? Why did I not know about this?"

"Cos you were gone dad." She told him.

He just sat back on the couch wondering how his kids had grown up without him. It was bad enough his daughter was dating but now his oldest son was starting to do the same thing.

"Yeah mom!" Jesse answered.

"Hey Jesse, your dad and I came back early and we're about 10 min from home can you round the kids up we want to go out to dinner." Dot said without emotion in her voice.

"Umm.....I can't mom." Jesse said trying to remain calm.

"Why not Jess?" Dot asked. "Come on I know the younger boys have been bothering you but we're on out way home so just round them up."

"I can't I'm at Tommy's."

Jon turned to Steph with an impressed expression. "That is why she's a great mom."

"Well get home then cos we already made reservations. We'll see you in 10 min." She then hung up. After hanging up she told Jon to take the other kids to Crazee's. She'd wait for Jesse.

"Are you sure?" Jon asked. "WE can wait for him Dot."

Meanwhile across town over 30 minutes away Jesse was standing there not sure what to do because there is no way he could get back to the house before they did.

"Steph how far away does Melissa live?" Dot asked her.

"Mmmm......about 30 minutes I think."

"Ok come on kids lets go get ice cream and bring it home so daddy can cook on the grill." She knew he'd be at least 35 min then because he would be freaking out for a few.

Jon let the kids go out before them while they stayed back a few feet. "So that was really sneaky Dot."

"I've learned through the years."

"You mind teaching me some of those?" he smiled taking her hand as he shut the door behind them.

"Sure baby. So do you want to spank him for flat out lying to me or you leaving that up to me?"

"I don't want to spank any of our kids."

"Fine I'll do it." She said walking out the door.

"I didn't mean I don't want to it's just I don't think hitting kids helps."

"And you think our 13yr old telling me he's at Tommy's when we know he's not is acceptable behavior. I spank them Jon, I have since they needed it."

"You actually spank them?" he questioned not wanting to think that she had. "What he did was wrong but let me talk to him okay?"

"Are you serious? You think him lying to me about where he is is something we should just talk to him about?" Dot asked stopping to look at him. "What if he's smoking or doing drugs or getting some girl pregnant? He needs to know you don't lie to mom."

"I understand that baby, but I just think you should try talking to kids first. Spanking will only make things worse."

She stood up nose to nose with him. "Really? Do we have well behaved kids or not?"

"Yeah for the most part."

"So how I've raised our kids from birth til now is not right?"

"I didn't say that Dot!" Jon raised his voice slightly then saw the kids across the driveway. "Look our kids our good kids okay I just don't agree with the punishment."

"Well too fucking bad, I've been here, I've raised them and I spank them when they disobey. You're parents spanked you and mine spanked me. I don't think this modern bullshit of time out and lets talk about it actually works. I won't have a child of mine lie to me. Not when you're home and not when you're not."

"And I won't have a child of mine being spanked in my presence." he told her boldy then walked over toward his children.

"JON" She called for him not liking that he ended the conversation that way and walked away.

He turned around just a few feet away from her with a cold look on his face. "Yes?"

"This conversation is not over."

He tossed the keys to Stephanie and her start the Navigator and get the boys buckled in while he went back to Dot.

"I know this conversation is not over Dot."

"We have to get back here in 25 min so lets put on the face and we'll talk later."

"Fine." he started walking beside her thinking about what he had said. "I don't want to argue with you Dot but I just want us to talk about this alright?"

"Its a little late to have this talk Jon, our oldest child is 15." She said getting into the navigator on the passenger side.

Jon opened up the driver side door and Stephanie was sitting there. "In the back Steph."

"I thought you wanted me to drive?" She smiled innocently at him.

"You're not old enough." he smiled helping her out and opening the back door for her.

"Daddy I have my learners permit." She said getting into the back seat hoping to lighten the mood.

"It's not valid while I'm home." he joked getting into the drivers seat glancing over at Dot.

"Nice try Jon." Dot told him.

Jake laughed looking over at his sister. "Yeah daddy don't let Stephy drive she hits the trash can."

"Hush rugrat." Steph told him.

"Did you know about that too?" Jon asked looking at Dot a little upset.

Before she had a chance to answer Jon heard them arguing in the back. "Don't tell me to hush!" Jake reached over across the seat and smacked her on the arm.

"Jake knock it off." Dot warned him and he instantly stopped what he was doing.

"What you don't want to smack him?" Jon mumbled softly as he backed up the Navigator.

"Stephy started it!" Jake exclaimed.

"Do you want ice cream?' Dot asked.

He folded his arms and sat back in the seat. "Yes."

"Then behave."

Dot then glared at Jon knowing they were going to have words later.

He didn't say anything else the short five minute drive to Crazee's Ice Cream but knew by the look she had, that he would be talking plenty later. "Okay guys."

"Remember your manners." Dot warned the kids.