FLA 26

Jon walked back into the studio and Dot was stretched out on couch with her eyes closed so he walked over to her quietly and moved on top of her. "You awake?"

"I am now." She said softly from under him.

"Good." he smiled moving off her. "Let's go up to bed."

"You might have to guide me I'm sleepy."

"Sleepy huh?" He pulled her up off the couch and pulled her body into his. "That means I can have my way with you when we get up stairs."

"Ok." She smiled coyly.

"I would offer to carry ya but my back is killin' me tonight."

"loser." She said and walked down the stairs. "How's Steph?"

"She's good."

"Good." Dot took his hand as they got to the front door. "IS she still ok with the ring?" Dot asked.

"Yeah she is but..."

"But what?" Dot asked as they climbed the stairs to the kids rooms to check on them before bed.

"I told her that I would talk to you about putting her on birth control now versus when she's 16."

"That holds truer to what I had said to her in our talk about birthcontrol."

"What'dya mean?" Nothing was actually ever said to him about the talk that they had.

"Well remember I had talked to her the night I left for my trip. I had told her that when she felt she'd like to be on it we'll go to the Doctor and she'd have the exam and we'd put her on something. Jon that trip to the Dr. very likely will scare her pants back on especially if its before he's ever touched her there."

"You think so?" he asked as they walked down towards their room.
Dot checked on the two youngest kids before answering that question. "Yes if her first experience of anyone touching her down there is clinical and not incredibly pleasent she'll think twice about allowing another persons fingers down there." She kissed Jon before knocking softly on Steph's door.

"yeah." Steph called from the doorway to her bathroom.

Dot opened the door a little. "Night Steph we love you."

"Night mom & dad. I love you." She smiled.

"Night Steph." Jon told her with a smile on his face because she actually acknowledged him.
Dot closed her door and led Jon across the hall to say goodnight to Jesse. Once they do that she walked down the hall 3 more doors and then opened the door to their room.

"My bed!" Jon laughed.

"I've only been gone four days and I missed it."

"You." She smiled at him. She quickly unbuttoned her shirt and took it off. Turning to Jon in her bra in shorts, "Jon is our suitcase up here?" She knew it was but wanted to tease Jon a bit.
His eyes skimmed every inch of her from head to toe. "What suitcase?"

"You know the one with clothes in it." She smiled and unbuttoned her shorts walking into her bathroom to brush her teeth.

"Why do we need clothes?" He asked watching her as she walked.

"I got something for you its in my suitcase." She smiled from behind the wall while she finished getting ready for bed.

"If its more clothes then you don't need it." he smirked.

"Will you just find the suitcase." Dot laughed and walked out of the bathroom in her bra and panties.

"Fine" he smiled going across the room and picking up her suitcase but almost dropped it on his foot when he saw her.

When Jon put it down on the chair Dot walked over and opened up the suitcase. She grabbed what she wanted and went back into her bathroom. All Jon saw was a deep burgundy something.

"I think I'm gonna like that." he said softly watching her until she closed the door then he removed his shirt and tossed it on the back of the chair.

Dot walked out of the bathroom just a moment later in a deep Merlot baby-doll.

He heard the door open while he was putting their clothes away and looked up into the mirror on the dresser to see her standing there leaving very little to the imagination. "Beautiful." he whispered turning around to look at her.

"I've missed my Jonny." Dot told him.

He swallowed hard as he walked over to her slowly wanting to take in every inch of her. "You are absolutely gorgeous baby." he told her moving closer until he was just inches away from her.

"This is my thank you."

"You're welcome." he smiled sexily. "I only wish I had done it sooner."

Dot laughed softly. "Do you know what the thank you is for?"

"For letting you get away for a few days?"

"Yes." She smiled and kissed him. "You wanna unwrap your present."

"After I show you what I got you."

"OH present." She smiled.

"Yeah just for you babe." he grinned. He walked over to the top drawer and took out a key leading her to a door on the other side of the room that wasn't there before.

"Jon that door wasn't there before." She questioned.

"Really I never noticed."

"What'd you do?" she asked.

"What is it with you and Steph thinking I did something?" He laughed putting the key into the lock then letting her open it.

She twisted the key in the lock and slowly opened the door. Her eyes opened wide. "Jon did you go shopping." She smiled.

"Online shopping." he laughed.

"You like it?"

"Yes but I have no idea how to use all this, what are these, obviously we have some learning to do." Dot smiled and looked at the Esse that she knew but somehow she didn't know anything about the rest of this stuff. She decided to play with him and went and jumped into the Zepplin, "A bean bag for us?"

He smiled watching her then walked over to her. "I thought that would be nice if we just wanted to cuddle up with each other."

"As far as the rest of this stuff we'll learn together."

"Why'd you do this Jon? I love it though, its private and its ours." Dot pulled him down onto the zepplin with her.

"So we could have our own little play room." he smiled. "The kids have theirs own so I thought what the hell?"

"What is your take on having mirrors in a room like this?"

"Mirrors?" She asked softly. She's never told Jon but she really likes the idea of watching him take her.

"Yeah like above the bed maybe?"

"And everywhere else?" She questioned softly not wanting to sound to eager in case that wasn't want he wanted.

"You wouldn't mind that?" He smiled hugely.

"Wanna know a secret?"

"What's that baby?"

"I kind of like the idea of watching."

"That's probably a good thing." he almost moaned feeling the tightness in his shorts.

"Probably?" She asked a little worried.

"Yeah." Trying to stand up without showing how pleased he was he walked over to the wall and flipped a switch that pulled all the drapes back that were in the room.

"Holy shit Jon." Dot smiled leaning back into the zepplin and smiled. "Come play with me?"

"I take it you're pleased?"

"Yes, I love that 30 yrs into or relationship you still want to find more ways to be with me." She held her hand out to Jon.

"There can never be to many ways baby." he said softly climbing into the zepplin and moving so that his wife was almost on top of him.

"OH I love this." Dot cuddled up so easily to Jon

"I was hoping you would."

"You know what's so great about this?"

"That we're here together?"

"Well yes that, but also that we are cuddled from all sides. Like you're below me but I can feel pressure from the bean bag on both my sides too so I feel like you're everywhere."

"I would like to be everywhere." He teased by moving his hand up under her piece of lingerie to touch her soft skin.

"Feels so good baby." Dot laid and enjoyed his touch. "What does that little cube thing do?"
While his hand move over her, he got lost in the moment and started nibbling on he neck "It has magic powers from what I hear."

"Really?" She asked playfully lost in his kisses. "Does this mean we'll actually try lots and lots of new things?" Dot wanted to know because a little role playing might be something she'd enjoy.

"Mmm hmm." he moaned feeling his erection growing when she moved against him.

"A little role playing might be fun?" She asked, "not like the costumes something different."

"Yeah sound's good."

"I can say anything I want right now and you'd agree wouldn't you?" She asked.

"I'm listening."

"Are you really Jon cos this is embarrassing and i don't think I could ask twice." She said softly cuddling more to him, never having admitting to this fantasy before.

"Role playing...I got it." he smiled still kissing her neck.

"Ok." She let him kiss her neck knowing he wasn't paying attention so she blew it off.

He continued that for the next few minutes while his hands roamed her body. Once he decided to part from her neck he lifted his head just enough so that he could see her. "So what about this role playing you were talking about?"

"Oh did my neck bore you?' She asked playfully.

"Not at all, but I made my mark." he laughed.

"you shit head." She laughed. Reaching her head back and kissing him.

"That's not a nice thing to call the man that worships the ground you walk on."

"And sucks on any part of my body he wants.'" she laughed. "I was thinking earlier - what exactly can we do in this room."

"Anything we want because it's under lock and key." he reminded her.

"So can this room have special powers and special rules?" Dot asked.

"Sure."

"Can we have code words or actions that mean we want certain things?" she asked still to shy to flat out ask for what she wanted.

"Yeah I guess so." He agreed unsure of what she was getting at.

"Jon what if I wanted something I've never asked you for before?"

"I aim to please baby." he smiled. "All you gotta do is ask."

"I wanna be dominated." She said softly and so rushed it was hard to hear.

"Be what?"

She cuddled up more in the curves of the zepplin and whispered. "Dominated."

"Meaning what exactly? Do you want me toss you around like a caveman or something?"

"I don't know exactly, I want to feel like I'm the weakest one in the room, I want you to order me into certain positions, like Dot suck me, in a tone that leaves nothing up for argument. Am I grossing you out?"

"Not at all Dot but I don't know that I would feel right doing that. I mean I'll try though."

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked."

"No honey it's okay, I just never pictured you as one that would like that kind of thing."

"I don't know if I would or not and I never felt like there was a safe time or place to ask."

"Baby I'm your husband you can ask me anything." he kissed her softly on the lips. "We can try it and if we don't like it we'll just go to something else alright."

"Ok." She asked still shy about it and still thinking Jon is turned off by her now.

"Can I ask why this is important to you?"

"I just want to feel like the weaker sex. I'm always controlling the kids, always in control of my emotions for the most part when I'm in pubic, always controlling everything at the gym, it'd be nice to just be able to say something to you or touch you in a certain way that told you to meet me in here I needed to balance out again and have you come in and just take the control away."

"I never thought about it that way I don't guess."

"and?" She asked.

"And I'm up to doing it for you."

"You wouldn't get any enjoyment out of telling me to blow you. I do recall a shirt you wore quite a bit that said blow me and then leave."

"Well yeah but i wouldn't tell you to leave.....blow me sure but not leave." he laughed.

"Blow you and then what?" She asked rolling over into his body more in what is quickly feeling like a safe cocoon.

"Then make mad passionate love until we make each other scream."

"Oh is this room sound proof?" She asked.

"Wouldn't be a sex room if it wasn't."

"So what's something you want to try in here." She hoped he would tell her something, she wanted to share more with him.

"I want to find out just how loud I can make you moan."

"By doing what?" She wondered while laying with her still clothed body next to his.

"Teasin' the hell outta you." He moved just enough to be able to run his hand up her inner thighs and felt the wetness even through the matching panties she had on.

"You are such a tease."

"You made me that way."

"How did I do it?" She asked while kissing his neck.

"Doing that for starters." he moaned. The pleasure from her lips on his neck caused him to start teasing her by rubbing her through her panties.

"But that's not teasing that's just saying I love you with my lips."

"No baby that's teasing." he smiled. "This is saying I love you." he kissed her passionately still moving his hands around her center.

Dot moaned under his touch. When he stopped the kiss she smiled. "So this is I love you" she kissed him back just as passionately while caressing his cock through his lounge pants he now wore.

"Yes baby.....god yes." he groaned.

She stopped and then looked at him. "I just want to make sure. Are you positive this is the correct way to say I love you?" She then kissed him and caressed him with even more definate desires.

"Uh huh." The blue eyes staring back at her were filled with desire letting her know that she was doing everything right.

She moved her hand up to his hip then. "Good glad I know the proper way." The smile on her lips reached her eyes easily.

Both of them were completely worked up now and Jon decided to do what his wife had requested. Although he loved her and never would do anything like this normally he would do anything for her. "Get on the bed." he told her in a very serious tone.

Dots eyes got as big as saucers. She crawled out of the zepplin and moved over to lay on the bed.
Once she was on the bed he stood up and walked over at the end of the bed and dropped his pants on the floor. "Come here and tease me."
Dot scooted over to him, "want me to say I love you again?" She smiled running her hands up his thighs and moving them around his hips.

"Yes"

She let her hands roam over his cock and stroke and fondle him, she teased his balls and kissed his stomach looking up at him.

He swallowed the lump in his throat watching her and wanted nothing more to make love to her but that would have to wait. "Suck me"

Dots eyes got big again and the smiled that covered her face told Jon that he was giving her something she needed. Dot licked up and down his cock before taking the head into her mouth hungrily. Her head began to bob up and down on his shaft her hands playing with his balls and rubbing the back of his thighs.

"Damn it Dot." he growled hungrily moving his hips just enough to cause a sensation through his throbbing cock.

Dot kept swallowing, damn she loved this man and right now, today she wanted to suck him until his mind exploded.

As much as he wanted to cum he held back letting himself get rock hard before removing his cock from her mouth. "Get back on the bed." he told her in a rough voice.

Dot looked up at him with shock and desire. "Ok." She quickly moved to obey.

He crawled up on the bed moving his body over hers. "Tell me how much you want me."
"Jon." She moaned under him. "I want to feel you push deep inside me, I want you to push through my muscles and take what belongs to you. Damn I want to be possessed by you and only you forever."

He leaned back on his heels breathing fast while looking at her in the lingerie. "Take your panties off now." he told her softly but at the same time demanding.

Her fingers moved to do his bidding, she could feel the lace rub against her nipples, damn she wanted them in Jon's mouth. There is just something to be said about a man that knows what he wants and that his wife will give it to him.

Jon groaned watching her slowly remove her panties, it was almost like she was knew how bad she was torturing him by going so slow. Once she got those off, he moved over her again while on his knees and moved his hands up the lingerie pulling it up further until he reached her breasts. Damn if he didn't want her but he was going to take this slow to let both of them enjoy it.

"Jon come on baby I need you."

A smile came across his face seeing the lust in her eyes and in her voice. He continued moving his hands up until he had the lingerie on the floor beside the bed. When her body was fully exposed to him he put her hands above her and placed his hands around her wrist so that she couldn't move. "So you need me?" he questioned moving his head down toward her breasts sucking gently on her nipples.

"Fuck Jon- please fuck me."

"Please?" he grinned sheepishly. "Tell me to fuck you." he whispered with a groan.

Dot arched her body under him, "Jon, fuck me, I need you to fuck me into the bed."
Normally during their lovemaking he would take it slow but she said that she wanted him to take control so he did just that when he moved into her quickly without giving any warning.
"OH YES!" Dot moaned taking him into her body, glorious inch after inch. "I love you."

While still holding her arms down he started making short fast strokes as kissed her passionately.

Dot could do nothing but breathe heavy and squeeze her inner muscles together. Her mind was shooting in 1000 directions.

He moaned into her mouth when his head came to a stop inside her. "Baby." his hips moved with hers in the heat of the moment as well as his tongue that invaded her mouth. Damn he loved this woman more than life itself and he was showing her just how much tonight.
Dot moaned and arched her back under him, bringing his cock deeper into her body.
When he felt her closing in around him he couldn't hold back any longer. He moaned her name loudly as he filled her with every ounce of desire he had held back. "Damn I love you baby."
Dot moaned and let her body release the tension that had built up through her core. "I love you."

After that Jon just layed there on top of her with his head lying on her pillow so that he could still kiss her and loosened his grip on her wrists. "Incredible baby."

"Damn, thank you baby."

"The pleasure was all mine." he smiled softly closing his eyes.

"Wanna go back to our bed?"

"As long as I'm with you I don't care where we're at." He replied softly, gently moving his finger over her cheek.

"Lets go back to our bed." She smiled.

He reluctantly moved off of her then stood up beside the bed with his legs still a little shaky. It had been a long time since he had actually felt like that and almost laughed while helping her up.

"What's so funny?" She asked getting up and feeling tingles in her back a smile floating over her features.

"Just that it's been a while since I've actually been weak in the knees after sex."

"Really? I did that?" She smiled happy to know she gave him so much pleasure.

"Yeah you helped just a little." he laughed grabbing the lingerie off the floor and handing it back to her.

"OH I'm not wasting my time with that you'll just take it off again anyway." She walked into their room completely naked, put the lingerie on the chair with his pants and crawled into their bed on his side.

He didn't say anything to her comment, he only smiled walking in behind her. "Just because you just gave me the best sex ever does not mean you can sleep on this side." he laughed. "Scoot."

She moved over about and inch. "Do you really wanna kick me all the way over there?" She pointed to the otherside of the king side bed.

"How about you move to the middle and I'll meet you there." he smiled getting into bed.

"How about you just cuddle really close to me."

"I planned on it."

"Ok." Dot scooted over to the middle of the bed and waited for him to meet her there.

Once he got into the middle of the bed he grabbed a couple of pillows and placed them behind his back so that he was sitting up slight then motioned for her to move closer. "Now I'm all yours to cuddle."

"You know this is why I love you." She smiled and moved into his arms.

"Because I'm so damned loveable?" he snickered.

"Yeah sure baby."

"Seriously why?" he asked really wanting know.

"Do you want to know? Even if it would make Richie abuse you if he knew?"

"What could be so bad that Sambora would harass your's truly?"

"That you're so in touch with what I need. Right now you know after we fucked like teenagers that I need my man to hold me and talk to me to make me feel everything so completely."

"But we've known each other so long it just kind of comes naturally now."

"But from what I'm being told from people that are dating - this is impossible to find now a days."

"And that's why I'm glad I got it right the first time." he replied softly. His fingers made circles on her shoulders as he talked. "I find comfort in knowing that you can be content just lying here with me and talking."

"Jon of all the parts of our lives, this is the part I actually enjoy the most. When the rest of the world is outside that door and you and I get to just be." Dot kissed his chest as she settled in more.

"I wish we could do this more often though. This is the exact reason I'm jealous of my brother in laws."

"What do you mean?"

"Actually it pisses me off more I guess."

"Why Jon?" She didn't understand and had never heard this before from him.

"I mean they just take everything for granted. They work a 9 to 5 job and yet they always complain about having to do things with their family. I would give anything to trade them places for just a day. Not only do they have a normal job but after a long day they can come home and hang out with their family and have a nice home cooked meal."

"But most of the time they all opt to go golfing with each other instead."

"Jon do you enjoy it anymore?" she asked, always being the person he can admit this stuff too.

"You mean touring?"

"I mean all of it, is there enough of a reason for you to continue to do it. You don't have to you know that so are you still working for you or for some other reason?"

"I love what I do baby but it seems like every time I get on stage I'm thinking about what you guys are doing and if you're thinkin' of me or just living your life until I get back home."

"Jon you are always in our thoughts. Maybe next time you go out I'll take the kids out of school and bring them with."

"No I don't want to be pulling them out of school."

"Why not - it'll only be a few days at a time, Steph is in mostly accerated classes anyway so she does a lot of personal study, Jesse wouldn't care and the 2 youngest I could home school."

"Honey you do enough as it is. Besides, it's going to be a while before we go back out anyway."

"You know Jon if I brought them out on the road I wouldn't have to do everything myself."

"I know.....you have me to help now."

"Exactly." She smiled.

"Times like this I'm glad I stole you away from Bobby." he smirked. "I don't think I could stay sane without having you to talk to."

"Jon I'm happy you stole me away too." She smiled. "Even when I want to string you up I still love you more than anything in the world." Dot let her arm snake around his waste comfortably.

"You mean I get on your nerves?" he joked.

"its happened, in 30 yrs I think 3 times." She smirked.

"Right." he laughed pulling her closer.

"Want do something we've never done before?" She smirked.

"What haven't we done?"

"Plan a wedding, our wedding."

"You actually want my help?" He was a little shocked because he figured she already had it planned out.

"Yes I want your help Jon, its OUR 20th anniversary." Dot told him.

"I think we should both wear white and fuck with everbody's head." he laughed.

"You'll wear a white tux?" She laughed relaxing more into his embrace.

"Of course." he smiled. "To symbolize the virgin I am."

"Virgin in what category exactly?"

"I've never had a threesome." He said this seriously just to see her reaction.

Dot moved her head off his chest and leaned up on her arms. "Seriously?"

"As wild of the times that I had I never did."

"Well hell I've done that." She said softly with as much sincerity as she could.

"WHAT? With who?"

"My fingers, my vibrator and a toy." She smiled.

"You were about ready to make me go kick somebody's ass."

Dot laughed, "You know better, I haven't had a whole hell of a lot experience with anyone but you."

"Which leads to the question I asked you about earlier today.""

"What if I love you and if I want you?" She asked him playfully.

"Is somebody trying to avoid a question?"

"If I said yes would I be a bad wife?" She asked.

"Yeah because only I can avoid question." he laughed playfully.

"I don't think you want to know this answer honestly Jonny." She warned. "But I will answer it if you truly want to know."

"Is it that bad?" he asked a little worried. "You didn't do Tony did you."

"Fuck no I wouldn't touch him with some other woman's pussy."

She then realized how mean that sounded. "Oops he his my brother in law I should be nicer maybe."

He held back a laugh. "I'll be sure to tell him at the family reunion you think so highly of him."

"Sorry but damn - you got all the looks in that generation."

"Glad you think so."

"Baby I know so, our kids are proof."

"Lucky for us they take after their momma." he smiled. Her head was lying on his chest which allowed him to run his fingers through her hair.

"So who was the guy?"

"You sure?" She asked one last time.

"If I wasn't I wouldn't ask."

"Bobby was my first." She told him softly.

"Bobby?" He rested his head back on the bed. "Bobby as in my best friend?"

"Yes, that Bobby, the one we saw on the beach yesterday and the one you invited out to the house.

"I did that didn't I."

"Yes you did baby."

"So that's why you said you didn't regret it. Because you're first time was with someone you actually cared about."

"Exactly. I honestly thought I loved him. After falling in love with you I wonder a bit but I still cared about him a lot when I gave him my virginity. That's why I don't think Steph being with Chris would be a horrible mistake." She told Jon.

"I guess not when you put it that way. I just worry about her getting into the same thing I did, you know it was rushed and I had no idea what to do."

"Girls approach their first time much differently than boys do. Your fear is probably more suitable for Jesse."

"Yeah maybe." he said sliding down into the bed. "Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure baby." She let him adjust his position and then cuddled back to him

"If you could have a normal life with Bobby or the crazy one you have now which one would you choose?"

"You, this life, 100%. Jon our life hasn't been perfect and I've hated it at times but I've never wanted something else. I chose you all those years ago and I'd do it again in a heart beat."

"Really?" he smiled larger than life hearing her say that.

"Really baby. I know when you came home this time I snapped. Jon I think all the little stresses through the years built up and I just needed a break. Now that I've had it nothing seems as drastic. I know where I belong and no matter what its right here in your arms." She reached up and kissed him softly.

He enjoyed the softness of her lips on his and smiled while kissing her back. "Plus I'm alot better in bed right?" asked with a crooked smile only he could pull off.

She shook her head and smiled, "Yes Jon you are."

"That's what I thought."

"My psycho husband." She ran her hand down over his hip. "I really think I should write a tell all - all the inner oddness that is Jon."

"Oddness? me?"

"yes baby. Did you get picked on a lot when you were Jake's age or something?"

"No why?"

"Cos you just have this inner desire to be the best, I've known this about you for years but I see it every day even more and more."

"That's just what I do. I don't wanna disappoint anybody especially not you."

"You don't Jonny, I love you."

"That's because I give 110% when you're involved." he smiled.

"Well Jon do we want our wedding in a church our outside at the estate?"

"Didn't you want to always have a wedding in that little church in Sayreville? I remember driving by there with you one day and we were talking about marriage and you're eyes lit up when we drove by there."

"You remember that?" She was shocked completely.

"I do." he laid back on the pillow and slipped his arm under the cover so that he could touch her soft silky skin. "We had been dating about a year and drove by there on our way to the Pony I think."

"I can't believe you remember that. I'd love to renew our vows there, we'd have to make it small but it'd be fantastic."

"I remember the important things." he told her. "And it's up to you on whether or not you want it small. That's perfectly fine with me because all I need is you anyway."

"Large or small I want a real wedding this time with family and friends in attendance."

"I know because some guy just kind of rushed you into last time."

"What actually prompted that? I mean looking back at it now why did we get married that way?"

"I just got tired of everybody telling me what I could and couldn't do just to please everybody else. Marrying you was the one thing that I knew would make me happy."

'But why? Why was that the one thing? Not that I mind i'm just trying to get my mind around it."

"You were a sure bet Dot. I knew that no matter what happened with me, the band and my career you would always have my back."

"And I always will." She smiled yawning.

Jon laughed then kissed her on the cheek. "Night baby."

"Night baby, I love you."

The couple got comfortable with Jon's arm around her while her head rested on his chest with her arm around his waist. They soon drifted off to sleep but just a few doors their daughter was wide awake.