Dot fought to stay sleeping but it didn't work, soon her body was waking up. She reached over to wrap her arm around Jon to see if he'd lull her to sleep again. When she reached for him she came up empty handed. "Jon"
He was partially asleep and felt someone lying on his chest. "Yeah babe."
"Where are you?" Dot couldn't quite feel him, she refused to open her eyes and kept reaching for him.
"In bed" he yawned sleepily pulling tiny body closer to him.
Dot finally opened her eyes and looked around then saw him. "You aren't holding me." She almost wined but with a little laughter in her voice, instead of holding he was holding their youngest child, she had no idea when Romeo had crawled into bed with them.
"Well who the hell do I have then?" he squinted when the light came in through window. He soon raised his head and saw who it was then smiled. "When did he come in here?"
"I don't know but I'm jealous." Dot told him with a pout.
"You mean mommy's actually jealous." he smiled.
"hello I want my cuddle time."
Jon laughed softly as he slid out of bed careful not to wake his son. "Let me get him back to his bed." He glanced over at the clock and saw it was still pretty earlier. "We should get in a couple of hours of cuddling anyway." he smiled picking up his youngest.
"DADDY" Romeo latched up to him tighter.
"Yeah buddy it's daddy." he told him in a very soft voice.
"Love you" He grabbed on tighter.
"I love you to." Jon smiled at his wife then limped out of the room to take Romeo back to his bed. "It's still a little early little man why don't you go back to sleep for a while."
"K, play later." Romeo mumbled.
"Yeah....we'll play later." Jon whispered putting him down in his bed and pulling the covers up on him. He stayed in there for a couple of minutes until he was sure that Romeo was asleep then went back into the bedroom to climb into bed with his wife.
At this point Dot was awake and not to impressed, she was still horny from the night before and her damn husband didn't help anything being all sexy and loving with their baby. She kept crossing and uncrossing her legs.
"What's wrong with you?" he grinned pulling the covers back on him.
"I'm horny." She flat out told him, he's a big boy he can handle the truth.
"You are?" he asked pretending to be shocked. He loved knowing that he still had that affect on her by doing the simplest things.
"Yes get over here." She grabbed his waist and pulled him on top of her. "Are you gonna fulfill that?"
"I think I am." he smirked. After she went to sleep last night that's all he thought about and couldn't wait until they were alone again. He moved his hand under her shirt and touched her soft skin. "Hmm......where should I start?" he teased by nipping at her chin.
"I don't care as long as it ends where I want it to. With me screaming your name." She moved her head an nibbled his neck.
"I'm pretty sure that will happen." he laughed sexily easing up her shirt over breast. "But first we need to get rid of these pain in the ass clothes."
"You're the one that wanted clothes on last night. Strip."
"Have I ever told you how much i love you telling me what to do?" He showed his appreciation by taking her shirt completely off then began caressing her breast with his mouth.
Dot arched her back pushing her breast into his mouth more. Her hands flew into his hair and she moaned, "Seriously?"
He bit her nipple gently then began to suck on her giving her the answer.
"OH hell, GOD Jon fuck me please"
"My pleasure." he moaned moving up off her just enough remove her panties and his boxers. Just to tease her more he placed his cock at her entrance that was already wet and ready for him. "How bad do you want me?" he whispered moving his mouth from her breast to her neck.
"Come on, this isn't fair." She wrapped her legs around his waist. "You have 2 seconds to fuck me or I'm taking care of the need myself."
"What isn't fair is you telling me you fingered yourself last night and didn't let me watch." he teased moving into her just a few inches.
She squeezed around his cock and smiled at him, "I wanted you to do it but you weren't interested."
"I wanna watch you baby." he whispered.
"I want you."
He slid inside her slowly so that he could enjoy the warmth of her. "I'm sorry for last night." he told her softly while making small strokes.
"Um.." She moaned. "Just love me Jon."
He kept at a slow pace for the next few minutes not saying a word other than occasional moan from the sensation of her tightening around him. Dot let her body mold to him, she let her body take him inside and cherished the feeling.
"You feel so good baby." He bent down and began nibbling on her neck. "So warm and soft."
Dot ran her hands up on Jon's shoulders and over his biceps. "You feel so good inside me. I love how it feels to stretch open for you."
"Mmm....not as good as it feels when the head of my dick feels when I'm trying to go through."
"You mean when you're pushing in?" She asked and squeezed again.
"Yeah." he moaned increasing his speed.
"Anytime baby." She moaned and squeezed harder.
In the middle of his thrust he finally raised his head enough to be able to watch her. As soon as their eyes met he increased his speed thrusting into her never loosing eye contact.
For some reason that was even bigger turn on which made him even harder than he was before.
"OH Hell Jon!" She moaned her body arching into him.
"Oh god baby." A moan escaped his lips which went directly to hers and again as he moved in deeper and the kiss became more intimate his eyes were focused completely on her.
Dot kept her eyes open as her lips captured his. She loved kissing him with her eyes open, not something she normally did but lately she's been seeing in pictures of them he tends to do it a bit.
Watching her watch him was completely sexy to him and he began pushing himself deeper and harder while scraping his teeth over her bottom lip just enough to send her over the edge.
"OH FUCK" Dot arched her body up into his, "MORE"
He smiled grabbing on to the edge of the mattress pumping into her like she asked for.
"OH GOD" She moaned and exploded around him.
After he felt her cum he had his own release deep inside of her and moaned loudly forgetting that their kids where just down the hall.
"OH baby." Dot pulled him down on top of her so that there was no room between their bodies. "I love you."
"I love you." he smiled softly still looking in her eyes and brushing the hair back from her face.
"Just stay here baby, I need to feel this."
Even though he was still on top of her he was able to rest his head on her pillow. "Do we have to move?"
"Nope." She moaned and wrapped her arms around his waist and held him close.
"When the kids start yelling for us just pretend like your asleep." he joked then kissed her on the cheek.
"Ok stay there, you'll hide me with your body."
"Yeah how long do you think that will work for?"
"As long as I stay quiet." She smiled and closed her eyes.
He saw her eyes shut and smiled. "Are you falling asleep on me?"
"This is the best way to sleep, with you inside me."
Hearing her say that made him slightly erect but he didn't want to ruin the moment for her as she drifted off to sleep so he just layed there still inside of her.
Richie unlocked the door to his apartment with two very important women in his life in tow. His daughter and his fiancee. Once the door was opened he smiled. "Ava sweetie can you go brush your teeth and put your pj's on then come out and hang with us or do you want to go to bed?
"Sure daddy." she smiled. "I'll be back so don't start a party without me!"
"There can never be a party without you baby." Richie smiled to her and as soon as he was out of eye sight he pulled Hannah into his arms. "So did you have fun today?"
"I did actually. It was nice just relaxing by the pool."
"See we can have a normal life."
"Yeah really normal going to a mansion hanging out with a rock star." she joked.
Richie swatted her on the ass playfully, "You didn't do that you went to your fiance e's brothers house and hung out with family."
"No actually I went to my bosses house who just happens to be married to a guy that is best friends with the man I'm in love with."
"You love me?" Richie caught her last statement and explored.
"Just a little." she teased as she walked over to the couch.
"Do you plan on telling me at some point?" Richie walked over and sat next to her as Ava walked out. "Good no party yet." She then moved and sat in the big chair all by herself. "Hannah where's your ring daddy gave you?"
"It's still in my purse sweetie, I forgot to put it back on when I got in the car."
"Don't you like it?"
"I love it but I just didn't want to get it to we today while we were swimming."
"Its ok it won't break its diamond." Ava told her.
"I know it won't break." she smiled looking toward Richie. "I just don't want to chance getting it ruined."
Richie looked over at Hannah, "I think she'd chill if she saw it on your hand now sweetie. She went with me when I picked it out."
"If it will make her feel better I'll get it." She patted him on the leg as she stood up and walked over to her purse to get the ring and put it on her hand. "Better?" she asked looking at Ava as she sat back down.
"Yes but Daddy is supposed to put it on you. Don't you adults know the rules?"
"How can we know the rules when you silly kids change them every 5 min." Richie picks on her.
"Well keep up pops."
Hannah just laughed at the two picking on each other, it was obvious that he loved that little girl more than life its self."
Richie took Hannah's hand and smiled. "Ok ladies where do we wanna live? This apartment I don't want as a permanent residence so what kind of house are we looking for?" Richie reached down on the coffee table and picked up a notebook and pen.
"I want a pool." Ava said and Richie wrote it down. "Hannah something that's a must for you?"
"I'm not picky I've told you that already. As long as there is a roof over my head I'm good."
"Oh come on help me out, if we're gonna look at places I want to narrow it down for the Realtor. In your wildest dreams what does your dream house have?"
"A pool" she smiled then winked at Ava.
"Ok thats 3 votes for a pool, anything else?
"I've always wanted a gym in the house"
"Can we dance in it?" Ava asked.
"Sure if you want you can."
"Will there be enough room?" Ava asked.
"I'm sure it will." she smiled hugely at Richie. "Right honey?"
"I think a dance room will be fun." Hannah smiled. "Can we have an office?" She asked hoping she wasn't overstepping her bounds.
"Why for that?" Ava asked, "Are you gonna run a business?"
"Sometimes I just like to have my own area I can work on my drawings." Hannah told her.
"You draw baby?" Richie asked taking her hand in his.
"Yeah occasionally. That's my escape but unfortunately I don't get to do that very much any more."
"What do you draw? Landscapes? People?" Richie asked truly interested in something that makes her tick.
"Most landscapes, I love going to the beach and sitting all day just drawing my surroundings."
"You think someday I could see them?" Richie asked knowing how private creativity can be. There were still songs he's never played for anyone, including Jon.
"I don't know....maybe. I mean I usually don't let anyone see them."
She told him hoping he wouldn't think she was just being bitchy it was just something she had always done for herself so she never shared them.
"That's ok, I understand there's still songs I've never played for anyone." Richie told him.
"Really? Not even Jon?" she asked a little shocked.
"Not even Jon." Richie admitted to her.
"Wow." she sat there a little speechless because those two are pretty much inseparable.
"Creativity creates a inner peace but also a vulnerability so if and when you're ready to share I'll be here." Richie told her.
"Can I have a pink room?" Ava asked.
"I'll make sure your daddy lets you have that pink room." Hannah turned towards her and winked then moved closer to Richie.
"How about we even bring you to Lowes and let you pick out the right color pink and paint it yourself."
"Can I pick out the paint for my office too?" Hannah teased.
"You sure can angel." Richie smiled.
She wasn't quite sure what she had done to deserve a guy like him but she was beginning to think that maybe Mike had sent him to watch over her.
"Oh baby." Richie kissed her softly and Ava made a gagging sound.
She couldn't help but laugh at her soon to be daughter. "You just wait Ava in a few years you'll understand."
"No boys are ucky."
"you keep thinking that sweetheart." Richie laughed.
"Excuse me." Hannah smiled. "Were you not the one just a few hours telling Jon that it was all a part of growing up?"
"You woman behave or I'm gonna kiss you till you can't see straight." Richie warned her.
"And that would be bad how?" she laughed
"Ucky!" Ava reminds Hannah.
"Tell me that in about 5 more years." Hannah smiled seeing that even Richie was getting a little uncomfortable at the thought of his daughter growing up.
"Ok what else do we need at the new house?"
"Just us." Hannah smiled wrapping her arm around his.
Chapter 50
Stephanie read the text on her cell phone that Chris was outside the little gate. She quickly went out and pushed the code from the inside and let him in. This way Dad wouldn't hear the gate open.
"Hey honey." She smiled and kissed Chris.
"Hey." he smiled kissing her back. "So did you find us a place?"
"Yeah Dad's bar, he's in the house meeting with Soul people right now. Come on." She took his hand and walked all the way across the yard and opened up the door to the Shoe Inn. "Want a soda?"
"Nah I don't want a soda." He wrapped her arms around her waist and kissed her on the cheek letting her know what he wanted or at least he hoped she would pick up on it.
"What do you want?" She asked.
"To be with you." This time he turned her around to face him then kissed her softly.
"How much with me?" She asked, she didn't know what was on his mind. "Did you talk to your dad again about sex?"
"You know like what we did down at the river......maybe a little more this time if we don't get interrupted." he smiled. "And no I haven't talked to dad cause he's been really busy with work."
"Did you talk to yours after the other night?"
"Yes, can you say awkward, I thought dad was going to die for a few moments."
"That bad huh?" he laughed leading her over to the couch.
"OH he was a million kinds of embarrassed. "She laughed and sat down on the couch near him.
"I guess it's kind of hard being a dad sometimes." he smiled putting his arm around her trying to get comfortable.
"Hey its just as hard being a kid." She told him and reached up and kissed him again
He couldn't respond since he was kissing her but he made a move by putting his hand on her side moving it slowly.
"Can you kind of sit on my lap?" he asked softly then continued kissing her.
"Sure which way do you want me?" She asked awkwardly then looked at Chris. "Is this supposed to be awkward?"
"I think it is at first until you get used to it. But if you don't want to you don't have to."
"I don't mind I wanna - what is it called necking with you?"
"Really?" he asked with a huge smile.
"Yes its fun."
"So you've done it before?" he asked a little confused.
"No kissing you is fun.
He leaned into her kissing her softly again letting her know that he felt the same way. "I really like you." he told her as his hand moved around on the side of her upper thigh.
"How did you want me to sit on your lap?" She asked him standing in front of him. "Across your lap or straddle you?"
"Straddle me I guess.....that way we can kind of touch more."
"Ok." She smiled, straddling his lap and happy she was wearing shorts, it was more comfortable. Her arms wrapped around his neck while she kissed him deeper.
As they kissed, his hands started out roaming around her back then moved down to her hips.
She smiled and moved her hips back and forth, there was about an inch of skin between her shirt and her shorts that his fingers rubbed over on their way to his hips.
Not breaking away from the kiss he slid his hand up her side and barely touched the side of her breast. He didn't want to rush with her but at the same time he was curious and wanted to feel her. "Is that okay?"
"Uh huh." She kissed him again. "Where can I touch?"
"Wherever you want." he smirked then moved his mouth down to her neck where he began to kiss her.
She arched her head to the side and smiled. "That feels good."
"Will you touch me while I'm kissing you like this?" he asked nervously.
"Where?" She asked and rubbed her hands on his arms and moved them up to his chest.
"That's good." he swallowed hard when he felt his excitement building and since he had on shorts he was pretty sure that she felt him.
Stephanie allowed him to kiss her neck and then when she felt his excitement her eyes opened wide and her back straighten. She shyly asked him, "Does it hurt when it gets like that?"
"Not really, but it's kind of strange feeling but a good one."
"You dont' have to be shy about it, dad told me its natural."
"I know." he said softly. "It feels really good when you are against me though."
Steph moved closer to him on his lap, letting his erection rub against her womanly areas. "OH that feels odd." She said and then kissed him again, this time laced with passion she didn't yet understand.
He moaned slightly while kissing the feeling of her moving against him was incredible. "Is it odd in a good way?"
"Yes, I like it." She kissed him again.
He kissed her back passionately letting his hands take control again he moved them to her butt so that he could pull her closer. Being with her was better than he even thought it would have been and they were just touching he couldn't even imagine what actually being with her would be like.
"I like that too." She smiled again.
"What does it feel like? I mean...." he bit on his bottom lip unsure of how to ask,
"What do you want to know Chris?" She asked moving her hands down on his chest and then over to his side.
"Does it make you feel like you are gonna just like burst any second?"
"it makes me feel like I want to do more, touch more. I'm starting to tingle." She told him not sure if she should be talking about this with him.
A smile grew across his face when he looked into her eyes. "Me to."
He leaned in again to kiss her neck while he pulled her closer again.
"I'd like to keep doing this." She rubbed her hands on his arms again and this time into his hair.
"Me to." he mumbled into her neck while sucking on it slightly.
Stephanie loved what she felt and her body was starting to tingle in places she couldn't explain. "That feels good." She whispered while rubbing her hands down his back.
"STEPHANIE ROSE BONGIOVI" Dot said from the doorway after opening the door and not believing her eyes.
Stephanie's eyes bugged out of her head and she stood up immediately. "Mom - we didn't do anything."
Chris sat there staring in horror. "Ummm......Mrs. Bongiovi I can explain."
"Steph get over here." Dot told her completely ignoring Chris because from her experience he'd need a little time to recover. "Chris stay there."
"Yes ma'am" he stayed seated like Dot had asked and only prayed she didn't' send out Jon.
"Yes mom." Steph said innocently walking over toward her.
"You are so damn lucky that its me that came out here and not your father. What were you thinking?"
"Mom we didn't do anything!"
"You were out here with a boy alone and the hickey on your neck doesn't say you didn't do anything."
"Hickey?" she asked while closing her eyes knowing she couldn't get out of it. "Well we kissed but thats it mom I swear."
"Say goodbye to Chris, he's going home and you're going up to your room." Dot walked back out of the Shoe Inn without getting what she came for.
Chris stood up and walked over to her and pulled her in for a hug. "I'm sorry Steph it's my fault."
"No its not it takes two of us to kiss you know." She then smacked his arm "I think hickeys are supposed to be hidden."
"Can't you pull your hair down?"
She took her hair out of the ponytail. "Is it covered?"
"A little....it's not as noticeable as it was." he blushed slightly.
"Oh if I get in trouble and can't go horseback riding then your in trouble mister." She told him while they left the shoe inn and walked towards the gate.
He called his mom as they walked up to the gate hoping to get out of there before Dot came back out. "Do you think they won't let you now? My dad will be there."
"I don't depends how pissed mom is, dad pretty much obeys her."
His eyes widened in fear just at thought of her dad finding out. "You don't think she will tell him do you?"
"Probably, they don't lie to each other, that's what makes a relationship strong mom says. You tell each other everything even if its hard to say or hear."
"Shit Steph your dad will kill me!"
"Then don't leave marks on his baby girl where he can see them."
"I didn't mean to it just kind of happened."
"I'm not mad dad might try to throw a fit."
"Thats what I'm afraid of." he smiled softly then saw his mom driving down the street.
"I'll be on line tonight let me know what happens okay."
"Ok, search for ways to get hickeys to fade so dad can't see it." She smiled and then kissed him softly as she opened the gate for him, luckily dad's fans have gone away.
He waived as he walked up to the car hoping that she didn't get into to much trouble for something he did.
Steph closed the gate and returned to the house. Hoping she'd not get in too much trouble but right after she closed the front door she saw her dad.
"Steph were you just at the gate?"
She couldn't lie face to face to her dad so, "Yes I was saying goodbye to Chris."
"Oh okay. I just heard the alarm so I wasn't sure." he smiled.
She felt so guilty that he was being cool that she had to tell him. "Mom interrupted us kissing."
"What?" he asked a little confused. "At the gate?"
"no. In the Shoe Inn."
"Okay." He looked at her a little strangely because she was definitely nervous. "Well I've come to terms that you will kiss a boy." he joked.
"So I'm not in trouble?" She asked.
"For kissing?" He shook his head no then turned around to walk away but stopped. "But if you were doing more than that then yes you will be."
"How much is to much?" She asked, she figured if he wouldn't give her an exact answer she'd put him on the spot again."
"To much involves actually touching especially when you are alone."
"So you want me to touch him in front of you?"
"No! That can lead to something you aren't ready for if you are in a completely different building."
"Well then I don't understand?" She asked moving over to lean against the wall the side her hickey was on hopefully keeping it hidden.
"What's not to understand?"
"So if we were in this building but in the rec room then I could kiss him and touch him?"
"I would prefer you not but if it happened there at least people frequently walk by so you can't get in much trouble."
He stood there looking at her realizing she was acting a little strange. "Did you and Chris do something out in the Shoe Inn you need to tell me about?"
Chapter 51
"She looked at him then smiled. "No we kissed his hands were on my hips mine on his arms thats ok right?"
"Perfectly fine as long as your parts didn't get near his."
"What?" She asked him wrinkling up her nose.
"You know what I mean. Like if you were sitting on his lap that is a big no!"
"Why mom sits on your lap all the time and you do that in front of us kids?"
"Yeah and we are married."
"And how is that different?"
"Because we're married and it's legal." he laughed.
"Nice try dad."
"Why don't we go ask mom what the difference is?" Jon smiled. "Besides the way mom sits on my lap in front of you guys is completely different than what I'm talking about."
"Ok lets go ask her." Steph hoped and prayed that her mom would see that she was trying to do the right things but kissing Chris was addicting which made it impossible.
"I'm not sure where she's at though. I asked her to go to the pub to see if my phone was in there and I haven't seen her since."
Steph turned to touch the intercom. "Mom?"
"Yeah Stephanie." Dot answered.
"Dad and I are looking for you, where are you?"
"OH I'm down in the rec room downstairs." Dot answered.
"She's in the rec room dad." She smiled.
"I heard." he chuckled wrapping his arm around his daughters shoulder as they walked down to the rec room.
Luckily for her Jon was on the side opposite the hickey so -so far all was safe.
They got down to the room a couple of minutes later and walked but didn't see her. "Baby where are you at?"
"Right here." Dot sat up from the couch.
"Your daughter has a question for you."
"What Steph?" Dot asked, she had no intention of yelling at her outright especially when she knows what types of things she herself was doing at the age of 15.
"Dad says theres a way that I can sit on a boys lap and a way I can't. I'm confused I see you sitting on daddy's lap all the time and you do it in front of us kids but he says its different your married. Can you explain?" Steph asked honestly confused now.
"Steph I think what Daddy meant is that you straddling Chris probably isn't a great idea, because his boy parts and your girl parts are way to close together."
"Why can't either of you say dick or pussy, come on its not like I've never heard the words?" Steph asked getting a little annoyed at all the rules being thrown at her.
"Watch your mouth young lady!" Jon scolded. "We don't say it because it's not exactly the correct term."
"Well what would you like me to use penis and vagina cos I damn well know that boy part and girl part weren't in my health book in school." With that she turned and ran out of the room up to her room and slammed the door.
Jon turned toward his wife more confused now than he was before. "What in the hell was that about?"
"Jon I think we are failing in one category when it comes to raising our oldest child." Dot told him moving to let him sit down on the couch next to her.
"Whatdya mean? I thought we were okay."
"We can't communicate with her. This is stuff we should have told her before her hormones got involved. I walked in on them like this." She then crawled on Jon's lap but kept her hips quite a bit away from Jon's because from her angel in the pub she couldn't tell where they were. "Honestly if we would have talked to her about everything when it was just us talking we'd be much better off now she feels its us trying to keep her away from Chris."
"They were actually in this position?" Jon asked with a hint of anger. "She may very well be kept away from him."
"Jon we can't do that. She'll hate us forever. We just have to get brave enough with her to answer everything otherwise she'll stop talking and we won't know anything that's going on until its too late. And the other 3 you need to have this conversation with them well before they think they are in love/lust."
"Then I should have already had it with Jesse. What else were they doing today?"
"yep." Dot said and looked at Jon. "From what I could tell just kissing."
His head fell back against the couch but he still kept eye contact with her. "Should we go talk to her?"
"Yes." Dot stood up and leaned forward to kiss Jon giving him an eyeful of a view down her shirt.
He took in the view for a brief second but remembered the task at hand. "You know that I talked to her the other night right. Did she tell you anything about what we talked about?"
"Just that she was impressed that you finally talked to her like she was older than a 3 yr old." Dot laughed.
"Glad to hear it." he laughed. "She asked me about birth control."
"And what did you tell her, talk to your mom?" Dot smiled.
"Yeah but only because she asked about the pill and I know that you stopped taking it because of the side effect of not being able to ever have kids if you took it for so long."
"I'll go talk to her, you go talk to Jesse."
"I just want her to realize that while she thinks it's a good idea she needs to learn everything about it."
"Well there are so many other reasons for it though. Girly reasons. You shoo" She helped him off the couch and patted him on the ass as she walked up to Steph's room.
Jon walked up behind her but stopped by Jesse's room and as usual he had a video game playing. "Hey Jesse." He walked in and sat down on the edge of the bed beside his son.'
"What dad?" His eyes still glued to the tv playing the game.
"Nice to see you to son."
"hey I'm almost to level 14."
"Save it cause we need to talk."
"Give me." Jesse got into the game. "Crap." Then he jumped the wrong direction and killed himself. He turned to his dad rather annoyed. "What?"
Jon grabbed the remote and turned the tv off so there wouldn't be any distractions. "I want to talk to you."
"Yes and I said what - its not like you need an invitation you live here."
"Watch the attitude son." Jon replied using his dad voice. "I want to talk to you about sex."
"Didn't we do this already? I'm not having any yet."
"I know your not but I want you to know what is acceptable and what isn't."
"If she says NO you stop immediately, I know that dad." Jesse had no idea why his dad felt it necessary to go over this again.
"At least you did listen." Jon smiled. "But there is more to it than that. Do you know the steps that lead to sex?"
"Kissing, sucking on her boobs, touch down there then have sex."
Jon sat there shaking his head. "Not even close Jess."
"Oh then what are they? Should I take notes, will there be quiz later?" Jess asked sarcastically.
"Again with the attitude it need to go away."
"Dad come on you come into my room and poof I'm supposed to listen, where have you been the last 4 months I've been with my girlfriend?" Jesse challenged him because he pretty much bumbled his way through all that cos his dad wasn't home.
"I deserve every bit of that son and I should have talked to you before I left."
"And since you didn't now you demand that I listen. Well I may never kiss another girl so what's the point?"
"Trust me you will kiss other girls."
"Well what do you want to say."
| Chapter 52 "I just want to go over with you about what happens after the kissing part. Which happens to be touching but only over the clothes." "I can touch her under the clothes if she says its ok." Jesse tells his dad instead of asking. "You can but you don't want to move to fast Jess." "She's already let me touch her on top of the clothes. Besides isn't the point to get her naked?" "You have alot to learn kiddo. Women aren't just sex objects you know." "What else you gonna do with them most of them don't like sports." "Love 'em, treat 'em like the precious gift that they are. It's not really all about sex...I mean it's nice but that's not all there is." "But dad seriously, girls are kind of lame but they feel good and their nipples feel good when they get hard." Jesse told his dad. "I'm fully aware of what your saying but....." He sat there for a moment wondering how his son even knew any of this at 13 yrs old. "Exactly how far have you gotten?" "I touched her pussy outside her underwear the other day." Jesse told him. He was so unconcerned about if his dad knew this, he had read interviews about his dad already that let him know daddy dearest had sex already by his age. "Outside her underwear? Please tell me she had a skirt on." "No my hand was down her pants." Jon breathed a sigh of relief because he envisioned this girl stripped down. "And has she touched you yet?" "No she wont' she's being a pain." Jesse told his dad, very bored with this conversation. He knew it was just a matter of time Melissa was 14 almost 15 so she was so much more willing to do things that the 13 yr old's he was matched with. "Good because once she starts it's gonna be hard for you to stop." "I don't wanna stop I want to fuck her." Jesse told his dad bluntly. "JESSE!" "What?" He looked up to his dad. "I thought you wanted honesty from your kids." "I do son but you're 13." he explained hoping his son would listen. He had made the mistake when he was younger and regretted it ever since. "You were 13 when you had sex and you turned out great." "How do you figure I turned out great?" Jon asked a little puzzled. "Dad you're a multimillionaire, own a few companies, you've got mom and you've been with her for a million years." "Sex at 13 had nothing to do with it." Jon laughed. "That's just called determination and hard work." "But it didn't hurt." Jesse challenged. "But it didn't help. Take it from me Jesse don't do it at your age. Wait until you find that perfect girl that you want to spend the rest of your life with. The one that you can't get out of your mind and when you see her she makes your heart melt." "Screw that, why wait when the girl will put out." "What are you talking about?" "Sex dad. Millions have sex every day there's gotta be a reason for it. Besides when she gets me hard I want a place to put it." "People have sex because they love each other and as far as your last little comment just keep it in your pants." Jesse couldn't do this anymore, as much as he was trying to be serious when he talked to his dad he busted out laughing. "I'm kidding dad, you're so gullible." He laughed so hard that he fell off the bed. Jon kicked him on the butt playfully. "Little shit." "You're so gullible. You should have seen your face" "I'm trying my best to be serious with you though. Sit down here and talk to me." "Dad you're too funny." Jesse laughed again jumping around thinking he busted his dad so much. "Jesse sit your ass down." Jon told him with a stern look on his face. For the first time he actually wanted to talk with his kid about something serious and all he could do was joke. "What old man?" Jesse sat down next to his dad. "Would you like to tell me what you said here was the truth?" "What do you mean dad?" Jesse laughed again. "You know exactly what I mean. How far have you gotten with Melissa or any other girl?" "I've kissed her and touched her waist and boobs over her clothing." "That's it?" "Yep GOD dad I'm only 13." "I know you are and that's why it concerned me when you told me what you had been doing. Sex isn't something to be taken lightly and should only be done when two people truly love each other." "Dad why are you lying to me? We both know sex is done for many more reasons than just love." "Yeah it is but I said it should only be done when you love someone. I'll be the first to admit I've been with other women but when you get down to it nothing is better than being with your mom. I know you don't want to know that but it's the honest to god truth. I want your first time with a girl to be special not some one niter." "But doesn't the first time suck anyway cos you don't know anything? How embarrassing if its someone you plan on being with a week from then." "That's why you start out slow by kissing then going to touching to get used to the different areas." "But dad." Jesse looked down. "Isn't it like over in seconds your first time?" "It is for every guy." Jon smiled softly. "Your body is just confused and not exactly sure whats going on. I mean your brain knows whats happening but sometime the message gets delayed from the brain to your dick." He told him bluntly. "So my body's going to react before my brain can stop it?" "Pretty much and I know that's scary but it's gonna happen." "That's why I'd rather the first time be with someone I don't care much about." "No you don't Jesse. You can't be afraid of being with a woman." "But I don't' want her to laugh at me." "She won't because she's going to be just as scared as you are." "Only if its her first time too right?" "Not necessarily it was for your mom the first time we were together." Jon leaned back on the bed with his arms holding him up and put his feet up in the chair at the end of the bed. "Women want you to think they are strong but deep down they are just like us guys, I mean they are scared occasionally and that's nothing to be ashamed of." "But isn't it supposed to be fun, if we're both freaking out how is that fun?" "It's not all about fun, it's about connecting with that person on an emotional level." He glanced over toward his son to see if any of this was sinking in. "Don't get me wrong it is enjoyable though when you get past that initial nervousness." "Dad you're losing me, I just wanna have fun." Irritability started sitting in with Jon and he started running his hands thorough his hair trying to figure out how to get Jesse to understand. "Okay if you wanna have fun do you know how to protect yourself?" Jon asked wondering how much his son knew. "You mean in a fight?" Jesse asked his dad wondering why he just changed topics. Jon stood up completely frustrated with his oldest son. "You know what just forget it Jesse." He walked over and opened up the door then turned back toward him. "When you go out with a girl and you don't what the fuck to do remember I tried to help you." he shut the door then went down to the master bedroom and stretched out on the bed. Dot walked in from the master bathroom. "Hey babe. How'd your talk with Jesse go?" She asked sitting down next to him on the bed. "How did it not go would be the easier question." "What happened babe?" Dot asked hoping his Bongiovi temper didn't come out for any reason. "He just wouldn't listen. I tried talking to him but he kept making little jokes about everything and testing my patience." "Please tell me you didn't yell at him?" "Describe yell?" "Jon" Dot used her mom voice on him. "I just told him to forget and when he went out with a girl and didn't know what to do don't blame me cause I tried to help." He sat up on the bed resting his head against the head board. "I probably shouldn't have done it but damn he was really pissing me off with his little attitude." "He's pissing you off? You're the parent Jon, you have to teach him its your fucking job, even when he pisses you off its your responsibility to make sure he knows what he needs to. Now he's never going to fucking talk to you so there's one more thing I get to do, talk to my SON about sex as well as everything else I do around here. Thanks Jon. Thanks a lot." She got up and walked over to their closet and put her suitcase in the middle of the floor and started throwing clothes into it. She was done, if she didn't get out of here she was going to strangle him. "What are you doing?" "Going on vacation before I kill you." "Why?" He groaned. "Look I'll go back in and make him listen okay....don't leave." "No I'm done, Jon I need a break, I can't believe you just did that. Would you talk to your dad about sex at the age of 13 and if you tell me yes I'm going to kick you upside the head cos I know you didn't." "No because I had already done in and thought I knew it all." "Is that what you want for our child?" She asked while continuing to walk through the bedroom and closet getting bikini's and shoes. "No....and if you knew I didn't talk to my dad when I was his age why in the hell did you want me to talk to him for?" "Because you fucked girls at the age of 13 that you didn't care about and never talked to again and I want more for our boys." "That's what I told him Dot." He sighed. "At least for that brief minute he actually listened to me." "And then you flew off the handle. Well have fun watching all of them don't burn down the house and I'll call you when I get to where ever I'm going." "Dot wait." Jon stood at the door so she couldn't leave. "What?" She says pissed off that he's trying to stop her. "Don't leave here mad please." he begged. "I'm not gonna stop you I just want to know that when you do walk out that door you know that I care about you." "What the hell do you want Jon? I ask you to help me I've asked you to be their dad and you just fly off the handle cos you don't' get your own way. I can't do it alone anymore so I'm taking myself out of the equation, if you can't make me do all this shit maybe you'll figure it out eventually." "I know what I did was wrong and i should have tried talking to him but he just thinks that sex is something that's casual and everybody does it. I tried explaining that it should only happen if two people care about each other but I can't get him to see that." "Well then find a new way to get him to see it because I'm not helping, I'm not giving you the answer, I've figured out about 90% of the answers alone for 15 years its your turn." "I didn't ask for your help I just wanted you to know that I at least tried." "Yeah you want a fucking cookie?" She said still pissed off, two of her children thinking about sex one before she thought she should want it and the other way to early. She needed Jon's help in this and he wasn't giving her the help she needed. "You're the better parent okay." He walked back to the bed knowing that she was going to leave still on bad terms but there wasn't anything he could do about. He tried and he failed it was that simple but he would talk to his son the following day. "I'm trying Dot I don't know what else you want from me." "I want you to be my equal, I want you to be my partner. I love you Jon I'm just not very happy with you and I think the only way for that to change is if I feel like I get the break that I think you get when you're gone. I may be wrong I may miss the hell out of everyone but I need this. If I miss you enough I'll come home, if I don't you'll know I really am at a snapping point emotionally. Hawaii wasn't enough, we came home early because you missed your kids. Well you can't miss them now all 4 of them are entirely your responsibility 24/7 until I return." | ||||
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